You're ok - Todobaku

27 (Ending 2 Option 2)

TW Self-harm, Suicide

You chose Option 2.

I get up, not even bothering to take a shower, I just go over to my desk and begin writing two separate notes, one for everyone in general, one for Katsuki specifically. I'm soon finished and I leave them on the desk. I walk into my small bathroom, locking the door behind me as I begin rummaging through the cupboards. I grab the small box of razors and grab one that I haven't used before. I watch myself in the mirror as I make deep cuts on my forearm.

10 very deep cuts up both my arms bleed out. A waterfall of the warm liquid flow down my arms and drip onto the floor. The blood loss begins to make me feel dizzy and I soon sit on the ground, staring at my arms, mesmerized by the deep red liquid. The cuts hurt, yes, but with that pain comes the reminder that I'll soon be free. I let silent tears fall and I smile one last time. Then, I lose too much blood, causing me to pass out with my life going soon after.

Katsukis POV (this is basically a full copy+paste of the ending in the last chapter with a few things changed due to the different method)

I look around by the stairs for at least the tenth time now. Why isn't he here yet? Sure, it's usual for him to come after me for breakfast but he's late than usual and I'm starting to get worried. I get up, leaving my half-finished cereal bowl at the table and I head up to Shotos room. I knock on the door and get no response so open it myself, seeing that it's unlocked. I enter the room and with a quick scan of it, I don't see him but I still go further into the room, soon walking up to his small desk.

There are two notes sat neatly in the center. I begin reading one and barely one sentence in and I know what's happening. My eyes widen and I run from the desk, going to the bathroom and quickly jiggling the knob. It's locked. I push on it over and over before it finally gives way, allowing me to see the horrific scene. I see Shoto laying on the floor. He's extremely pale and I look down, seeing many cuts on his wrists and pools of blood on the floor.

He has tear stains down his cheeks but his mouth is turned upwards slightly in a very small, almost unnoticeable smile. I crumple to the ground, putting my hands up by my head and closing my eyes. "No! NO!" I yell as I try and shake the image from my head. I feel tears begin to flow down my face and soon I'm sobbing. I'm just sat here, sobbing in the doorway to the small bathroom. I know I need to get up and do something, I'm the only witness at the moment.

I get up, fleeing the scene of my lifeless boyfriend with bloodied wrists and run downstairs, back to the common room. My loud footsteps catch the attention of the few people there before I'm even on their floor so most are looking my direction once I'm at the bottom. I can't seem to say anything. My sobs cover everything and when I even try to say something, it ends up being indecipherable due to my cries. Deku and Kirishima rush over to me, asking me what's happening.

"G-get Mr. Aizawa." I stutter out to them, trying to catch my breath. Deku nods and runs out of the building to get him which leaves me with Kirishima. He is panicking a bit because he probably doesn't know what to do, especially since I'm never really emotional but ends up wrapping his arms around me. I accept the action and end up doing the same thing that Shoto would always do, I bury my face his shoulder, letting his shirt soak up my tears.

Deku came back after a few minutes with Mr. Aizawa and All Might running behind him. I pry myself from Kirishimas' strong arms and lead them to Shoto. I don't go fast, I'm probably going slower than I should be, and my sniffles are heard throughout the stairwell. My breathing has calmed and I've gotten over the original shock but I still can't get the image from my head. I lead them to Shotos room and let Aizawa and All Might in.

They probably don't know why they're here and I have no idea what Deku told them but a few seconds after their first look I hear the first gasp. I just bite my lip and slide down the wall just outside the door. I let more tears fall. How did it come to this? One of them ends up calling an ambulance and Deku and Aizawa went back downstairs so All Might and Kirishima were left to comfort me.

I didn't talk at all, I just cried. I rarely ever cry but how could I not at a time like this. The other two try to comfort me but I just curl up into a ball and block them out. Within a few minutes, I begin to hear the sirens of the ambulance rushing down the street and soon people come and take him from the bathroom. I don't look up or watch as I hear the people around me take him away. I can't see him like that.

The ambulance doesn't seem to leave after they've got him and I soon know why. Mr. Aizawa came slowly up the stairs and I look up at him with tears still falling from my eyes, knowing he would say the worse. I was right. "Bakugo." he says is a sad voice, walking up to me and crouching down to my level. "He's gone."

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