Chapter 7 My fault

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Yellow Diamond's POV
I was walking with my pearl and my precious Opal. We were going to meet Blue Diamond and talk about our colonies like usual. But today it felt so quiet, to quite. But I only shrugged the thought away,but there was still that feeling that had bugged me the whole time when we were walking.There was something that felt wrong and it keeps tugging on me.

I gave in to the feeling and stopped dead in tracks to look around me and then behind me. There were no one there only me,Yellow pearl and- wait..... where is Opal. I felt panic rise, were could she be. She were just behind with us. Yellow pearl looked behind her as well as she saw my panic rise, I noticed Pearl began to panic as well.Anything could have happen to her as my mind to the worst senecrious. I felt so lost and scared knowing she were out there all alone.

I began searching for her everywhere in the palace but she was nowhere to be seen, I ordered my soldier gems to search for her and bring her back safely.

I needed to tell the other Diamonds about the situation about Opal even how much I didn't want to talk about it.
I went back to my chambers and called the Diamond line. When the call reached them they answered immediately. They new something was wrong by my expression I held on my face. Even how much I wanted to hide how worried I was for Opal it was impossible, I just cared for her to much.
-What's wrong Sunshine.

White told me with the same calm voice that boomed out from the Diamond line and any gem would shiver in fear when they heard her speak. Blue Diamond where only looking at me waiting for my response. I breathed in deeply before I spoke .
-Opal is gone...

I said thru the Diamond call and I could see White clench her hands into fists and her face darken by my words. On Blue her eyes began brimming with tears that flooded down her cheeks.
-What do you mean by GONE dearest Sunshine.

White told me in a dark voice as she spoke to me.I could feel tears began threatening to pour down my cheeks as she said the word "gone".
-I-I..... She were walking with me to Blue's chamber but when I looked back she wasn't there a-and when I looked everywhere in the palace she were nowhere to be seen.

I said to White and Blue Diamond as I told them as my voice hinting my worry for the precious Opal. White expression softened slightly knowing Opal wasn't shattered but she were still very mad and same went to Blue, she relaxed but her cries never stopped.
-We will find our dear Opal, we won't let her end up like Pink and if there were someone that hurt her we will shatter them.

White said in a serious tone. My worry for my precious Opal were only rising by the second.
-Yeah *sob* let's put our gems to search for *sob* Opal.

Blue told us between her sobs. We all nodded at Blue's idea and cut of the call as our gems went full on searching for Opal. When the call ended I felt like I would break any second now.

If she were to be hurt I would personally shatter whoever touched her I screamed angrily at myself. I was pacing back and forth in my chambers and I felt tears prick my eyes and full on sobs were reaching me.

I told my pearl to leave me alone as I didn't want her to see me like this. When she had left everything I held in broke out. This is all my fault. I knew something felt wrong but I just shrugged it of my shoulder like dust. Please my lovely Opal,please be okey. I don't want her to end up like Pink. I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I were to blame to her shattering as well.

It had been many hours after Opal disappearance. I had sat down on my throne full on sobbing telling myself over and over that she would be okey. But it was hard to believe, she had never fought anything or anyone before let alone knowing how to defend herself. I put a hand over my face and sighed deeply and my tears had only slightly slowed down.

When I at least expected it I heard footsteps coming closer to me. I wiped the tears away and looked behind me and saw my pearl,2 Jaspers, a Topaz and.... Opal. I immediately walked up to her and lifted her up carefully in my hands feeling a stray tear of happiness fall down on my cheek as I smushed the gem on my cheek. She chuckled and put her arms around my cheek receiving a comforting hug from her. Every worry I had slipped away and I could feel my heart be at peace once again. But what happened to her, I looked at her sad.
-Were were you, I couldn't find you anywhere...

I told her as I looked at her worried, I had been so crushed for this precious gem. I hope that no one had hurt her. She looked down as she answered me.
-When we were walking I got lost in my thoughts and when I looked back at you, you were nowhere to be seen. So when I tried searching for you I got more and more lost. Then this Topaz found me and led me back.

She told me in a soft voice. I relaxed knowing that she were fine.She then looked up at me and I smiled comforting at her as I spoke softly.
-Thank the stars you are okey my dear Opal and you,Topaz. You should be rewarded with bringing her safely back to me, thank you.

I said to the Topaz and Opal with care in my voice.I were happy to have her safely in my hands like this again. I respected the Topaz as she did do such a good thing to keep her safe and brought her back to me.
-It was only my pleasure, after all, I couldn't just leave a sobbing lost gem all alone.

The Topaz told truthfully, I smiled down at the gem to show I were grateful. I waved her and the other gems off leaving only me and Opal left in the room. When they had left my gaze then went back to Opal.

Poor Opal had been crying, it must have been so lonely being by herself.All because I couldn't keep a eye on her. I felt a pang oh guilt rise,
I am so stupid, I should have known.
-I'm so sorry Opal, this was all my fault. I should have had a better eye one you. But I didn't. It must have been so lonely for you.

I told her in a sad voice. I feel like a disappointment to have let her disappear in my reach that easy. I noticed tears running down my cheeks at the thought that I could have lost her like Pink. Opal then noticed me crying.
-It wasn't your fault, it was mine and I should have paid more attention. I'm sorry Yellow...

Opal said to me trying to comfort me.She came up to me and began wiping away my tears that were dripping violently down my cheeks.I looked at her and she gave me a warm smile. That same smile that made my heart skip a beat and melted all my problems.I put my forehead against hers softly.
-It's fine Opal, nothing of that matters, only that you are okey and safe with me again.

I said to Opal lovingly and caring feeling everything drift away. The only thing left in my mind were Opal and her warmth against my forehead and her kind voice replaying in my mind. Every time when I either say,heard or talked to Opal there were this strange feeling inside my chest. I was desperate to never let her go ever again but I knew that was impossible. After all Opal is Blue's gem and belonged to her colony, I felt such jealousy towards Blue because of that. Not only that, even White had taken a liking to her. I didn't want anyone to snatch her away from me. I wonder why I did feel like this....

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Even one more chapter done and the next do go. Hope you enjoyed reading and see you guys at the next chapter fellow reader. Bye bye❤️

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