Freak Accident | SooGyu

03

"I will literally pay you 100 dollars to write this for me," I say half-jokingly to Huening Kai.

"Stop joking around," He says. He was sitting on his bed and I sat on an office chair not too far from him.

"What about 150?" I'm not even being serious at this point, I'm just procrastinating at this point.

"250"

"Wait for foreals?" I roll myself in front of him almost immediately. Kai side smiles at me but then one of the other frat boys comes into the room.

"Hey, Paul wants to talk to us in the kitchen" Paul is the house dad of the fraternity. Not gonna lie, their frat is kind of full of little shits.

"Ugh, I'll be right back Soobin"

"So you're writing my thesis for 200 right?" He didn't say anything and left so that's probably a no. I smacked my tongue and threw myself on top of his bed.

I came right after my classes so he could help me with my thesis but so far we've just screwed around, which I kind of expected. Also, why is Huening Kai's bed so damn comfy? I close my eyes and let myself sink into the mattress. I'm almost asleep when I feel the mattress dip next to me. I assume Kai is back.

"What happened?" I asked, my eyes still closed.

"Hmm?" He hummed. I open my eyes and look next to me. Beomgyu was laying next to me. I quickly shoot up on my elbows from laying down and scoot a little bit away from him. My eyes are wide and it feels like I'm getting poked my a million needles on my fingers. 

His blonde hair lay flat over of forehead. He had his arms crossed over the chest of his red hoodie. His black pants were saggy. He looks different but still beautiful. Then, as if things couldn't get any worse, he fucking starts laughing.

"What the fuck are you laughing at?" I snap. He's not phased that I cuss at him, in fact, it makes him laugh harder.

"Hahaha, sorry, it's just that you jumped like a little kitty"

"Well, you fucking popped out of nowhere" He stays smiling and tilts his head.

"You always freak out whenever i'm around-" he starts crawling towards me, and I fucking stand up so fast that I almost fall.

"I don't" I argue

"Then sit down" his tone is taunting and the smirk on his face makes me shiver.

"Why the fuck should I listen to you" He rolls his eyes at me. Before I could catch it, he grabs my wrist and forces me to sit back on the bed next to him. 

Oh my god, his touch paralyzes me.

"You just did" Please stop smiling. I don't think my heart can take this. My heart is beating way too fast for the situation.

"What do you want?" my voice breaks, and if he noticed then he didn't let it show.

"What's your name?" He asks. My eyes begin darting everywhere but him. I could hear my heart in my ears. Like heavy drums.

"Choi" oh my god I'm getting dizzy.

"First name?" he asks. I start rapidly blinking hard.

"Soobin" I want to get away from him. Why does he make me feel this way? why does it feel like my heart is getting torn out when i'm around him? I feel weak, I feel terrified. I want to tell him that he fucking freaks me out, but I can't speak anymore. I feel like i'm going to throw up.

"Choi Soobin," he says my name 

"Don't ever fucking say that again" I stand up and move away from him in a swift jerk. I'm fucking pissed. I don't know why but I am. I'm a chill guy, I rarely ever get upset, so why does this boy make me shake why just his stare?

"Don't ever say your name?" he stands up and takes slow steps towards me, almost tauntingly. 

"Yes, don't say it" 

"Choi-" he takes one step, "- Soo-" he's almost in front of me. My eyes are glued to his lips. I'm praying he stops, but he doesn't. He's in front of me down "-Bin."

I fucking lose it.

I tackle him onto the bed, I don't even know why. I want to hurt him, but my body is frozen. I have his arms pinned to his sides and we are staring at each other. My eyes wide, and his watching me. His eyes, they wind me again. What the fuck am I doing? this boy is making me act like a freak. 

"Just fucking stay away from me" I get off him and I gather my stuff in a pile and get the fuck out of there, but right before I'm out the door, he speaks again. 

"My name is Beomgyu"  just like that, him and I were no longer strangers.