Freak Accident | SooGyu

06

Ever since Beomgyu took my ciggarettes and lighter I couldn't stop shaking. I'm not even cold. At first I thought it was withdrawls from nicotine but no matter how much I smoke, I'm still shaking. I have a theory that it's because Beomgyu took my cigs and favorite lighter. Why does everything seem to revolve around him since I saw him at the party?

To make things worse (or better from whatever persepective you see it) Beomgyu has dissapeared into thin air. He's no longer at parties next to Yeonjun, whenever I got to clubs or bars he isn't in the bathrooms. I was at least relieved about that, but ticked off because it meant I wasn't getting my things back anytime soon.

"Woah, are you cold?" Huening Kai asked me one afternoon while we were at the mall.

"Not really, I don't know why i'm shaking" I say honesty.

"You should go get checked at a doctor"

"It's not like I'm dying"

"You're just shaking uncomfortably for no reason"

"Isn't it almost time for your interview?"

"YOURE RIGHT" Huening Kai jumps off of the mall bench and races to his job interview.

He asked me to come with him because I had a car and also because he needed emotional support- but mostly because I have a car.

I sigh and look down at my shaking hands. I looked like a fucking addict going through withdrawals. I haven't even been able to sleep properly because I keep having nightmares of him.

It's always the same dream. I'm standing on the edge of a cliff, looking down at water smashing against rocks with hard waves. Then I look to my side and Beomgyu is there, staring at me. His stare feelings suffocating and then I fall. I die.

Saying it doesn't give it justice. The visuals themselves aren't horrid- it's the feeling. The feeling of suffocation, of fear.

I angrily shove my shaking hands on the pocket of my hoodie and stand up to walk around. Kai would be in his job interview for a while I'm guessing so I might as well kill time.

I kept thinking of my dream in flashes. The waves crashing against the rocks, the gray atmosphere, his dark emotionless eyes, each memory putting a sharp pain in my head. I even went as far as hitting my head with my hand to try to get some other pain besides what he was making me feel.

In the midst of my pain, I see him. He stands out so much that it's impossible to not notice him.

Beomgyu is wearing black sweats and a sleeveless green sequin jersey. His gray hair was styled curly, and he of course wore the necklace he bought at my job.

He wasn't alone, he was with two other guys and a girl. They were heading inside a clothing store, and my instincts took over.

I really wasn't thinking when I sped to the store, and I definitely wasn't thinking when I grabbed Beomgyu and forced him inside a dressing room with me, locking the door behind me.

As if I weren't acting crazy enough, when I forced Beomgyu inside I basically threw him in. His back hitting the mirror in there and cracking it.

"What the shit- Soobin?" Beomgyu didn't seem angry that I threw him in here, in fact, there was a smile tugging his lips that pissed me off.

"Where is it?" I get straight to the point.

"Wow I wonder how much this costs" Beomgyu runs his index finger over the cracked mirror.