"I'm sorry, I don't know why I do. I think there might be something poisoning my mind" I feel like I should be ashamed but I've done worse so I'm immune to the feeling. Still, I feel bad.
"It's okay" he licks his ice cream
"Don't excuse my behavior...
"Guess what" Beomgyu says as he gets into Soobins passenger seat in his car. It had been storming for two days but barely stopped. The sky was frozen a hazy gray and the air was wet and cold.
"Do you own anything other than crop tops" Soobin glares at Beomgyus outfit
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"You're obsessed with me and it shows"
Soobin squints his eyes and looks away "You have issues"
"Do you want to get high with me in my room?" Beomgyu blurts out
"Huh??" Soobin knits his eyebrows in confusion and looks back at the boy.
Gyu shrugs his shoulders like it's no big deal "I was just wondering if you wanted to because I got a blunt and I'm gonna smoke it"
"I didn't know you did drugs"
"What do you mean?" Beomgyu lifts a brow "you smoke cigarettes and I get fucked up like every day, we're already doing drugs"
Soobin actually sees logic in that example.
"Okay I'll smoke but not in your room, Your neon lights make me paranoid sober I can just imagine how much worse when I'm stoned"
Beomgyu groans while making an annoyed face "you're not the first person to tell me that my neon lights makes them paranoid"
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(In case you forgot what his room looks like)
Soobin begins exiting the parking lot "everytime you're home you're hungover, those lights don't make it easier"
"It doesn't matter how they make me feel, as long as they make me look pretty"
...
Soobin drives to the lake and then gives Beomgyu a gray hoodie that he had in his back seat because it was chilly outside. The two sit at the edge of the dock and Beomgyu lights the end of the blunt and inhales. He coughs a little and hands it to Soobin who almost looks like he wasn't gonna take it, until he shrugs and takes it between his pointer finger and thumb. His lungs are those of a smoker so he has no trouble filling his lungs and exhaling. Immediately he feels his high kicking in.
