Freak Accident | SooGyu

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-Soobins POV-

"Then be my boyfriend"

"W-what?" He pushes me away to put some distance between us. This doesn't set right with me..

"Be my boyfriend" I repeat myself.

He squints his eyes at me "You don't really want that"

"If I'm your boyfriend then you won't go party anymore right?" He lets out a scoff and didn't even try to hide his eye roll.

"I never said that- also is it just me or are you controlling?"

"What's wrong with that? I'll control you into not hurting yourself anymore" he's out of control, maybe he does need to be controlled.

"I'm just having fun" I laugh at his words and I just have pissed him off because he tries opening the door to leave but I shut it right away and lean my body on it to prevent him from leaving.

"You're always getting hurt Beomgyu" I lift up his wrist for reminder, which I'll admit was in the heat of the moment and very shitty.

"Yeah you're right-" Beomgyu pulls his wrist away from my hold "-I'm always hitting myself. Me. So how exactly do you plan on keep me away from myself? I'm not a project Soobin, I'm fucked in the head and hugs and kisses isn't going to make that go away"

"I never said it would.. I'm sorry"

"No, don't apologize. This is for the best. Depression and obsession never mixed well anyways" Beomgyu opens the restroom door again, this time Huening Kai was standing there, obviously shocked.

Well none of this went how I thought..

Beomgyu doesn't say anything and shoves past Kai. I'm going to go after him but I notice the tears in my best friends eyes.

"Are you okay? What happened?" I ask Kai. He looks dumbfounded momentarily before shaking his head.

"N-no reason" he steps back and almost falls but I catch him "...I'm just a little drunk..." he admits

Huening Kai can't handle his alcohol very well, and he reeks of alcohol so I know for a fact he's very well wasted.

"I'll take you home"

"T-Thats no necessary, y-you should go after B-Beomg..." He can't even finish his sentence without tears. Kai touches his wet cheeks and looks down at his fingers astonished, as if he hadn't realized he was crying.

"I-I'm sorry I d-don't know why I'm crying..." With one arm I pull him close to my chest for a hug.

"The most important thing right now is that I know you get home safe" I move my arm around his waist and start guiding him downstairs so we could leave.

"This would be easier if you hated me" Kai drunkenly mumbles

"I could never hate you Kai"

"But you could never love me" I don't say anything to this, I mean what could I say?

I basically used him as a rebound and when Beomgyu came back I ditched him. The least I can do is make sure he gets home safe. Or maybe I'm just selfish.

For the first half, Kai didn't talk. I suspect he has the spins, and I learned from Beomgyu that sometimes you just gotta let them get through it.

"You two don't look good together"  I see him in the corner of my eyes, he's leaning back in the seat with his head tilted back. Eyes closed and all.

I laugh at his words "What makes you say that?"

"He has eyes like blades and a heart like coal"