Freak Accident | SooGyu

10

"I think our professor is cheating on his wife,"

"I think that most of the professors are having an affair"

"No, but look, it's with one of the male students" Yeonjun emphasizes the male part.

"That's a wild accusation Yeonjun" Taehyun enters the conversation

"I know it though. During class I see them exchanging glances-"

"So you're paying attention to a love affair rather than paying attention to class?" Taehyun scolds.

"Our professor is literally involved in the love affair- henceforth why I notice it. I have to pay attention to him but meanwhile, he's paying attention to the other one" The blue-haired boy defends himself.

"I don't know, you still sound like a creep to me" Taehyun continues to tease.

"SINCE WHEN DID I BECOME A CREEP?!"

"What do you think about all this?" I think that part was directed to me so I look up.

"Huh? oh its cool" I tell Huening Kai before turning back down to conversation on my phone that just took place a few minutes ago.

Soobin: Hey.

Beomgyu: :O

Beomgyu: to who do i owe this pleasure?

Soobin: we need to talk

Beomgyu: yikes

Soobin: y did u kiss me?

Beomgyu: does it matter?

Soobin: y else would i be asking?

Beomgyu: you realllyyy wanna know?

Soobin: yeah

Beomgyu: come to the high school football field at 1 and i'll tellll :)))

Soobin: why would I go all the way there?! theres a reason messaging exists.

Soobin: hello?

Soobin: you're unbelievable

Beomgyu stops responding and reading the messages after that, leaving mewith a growing headache, far worse than what I had before. Ever since the kiss, I hadn't been able to stop thinking about him. I dreamt about his eyes, I would turn his head if he caught sight of gray hair. Often, hell I even caught myself touching my lips, the curiosity of feeling them again getting the best of me. A few days ago I couldn't be in the same room as the gray-haired boy, but now I needed to be with him. I needed answers, and I guess starting with the kiss is as good as a place to start.

The clock was nearing 1pm, and the drive to the high school would be a while. If i'm going to go, then I better leave right now. As I stand up I grab my book back.

"Where are you going?" Yeonjun asks me, the whole group turning to look at me.

"Nowhere important just got to take care of some things" of course I have to lie. What am I supposed to say? Oh yeah, i'm going to go see your crush as school to talk about why he kissed me, see you class tomorrow! Yeah. No.

...

I don't even listen to music on the drive to the high school. No thoughts going through my mind either . It's not until I park in the school parking lot that I start wondering if I should be doing this. My hands squeeze the steering wheel and the angel and devil have a short fight on my shoulders

"Fuck it" I say before removing the keys from the ignition and gets out, slamming the door shut. The cold air hits my face and I begin walking in hope to gain some warmth.

My hands are stuffed inside the pockets of my brown coat when I reach the football field. Its empty and I start getting angry because I think I was stood up.

"You actually came" I hear Beomgyu's voice and turn the direction of the voice where I see the gray haired boy walking down the bleachers. He's wearing a red and black stripped long sleeved shirt, black jeans, and his hair curly. As he approaches me I can see he has on red eyeshadow.

"Yeah" I'm a fucking coward, I don't know what to say. I never knew what to say. How stupid do I have to be to just show up here without anything to say?

His clothes don't look warm, they never do, yet he's standing perfectly fine.

"Aren't you cold?" I ask him

"I never am"

"Well I am.."

...

He suggested we go inside or to my car, I chose my car obviously. I had already done my four year in high school, there was no need to go in there again.

"Why are you being weird" Beomgyu blurts out.

"How am I being weird?" My tone is defensive.

"You're the one who said we needed to talk but there doesn't seem to be any talking"

"You already know what I wanted to talk about"

"I kissed you because you're hot" I choked on my words, not used to this straight forwardness.

Most people blush when asked about kisses, or giggle and play stupid or something like that, but Beomgyu just say things like that.

"That's it?"

"Yeah"

"... really?" I feel my blood start to boil.

"Do I need any other-"

"You can fucking do that!" I yell at him

"Woah Soobin, why are you getting so worked up?"

"Because you fucking kissed me! You can't just kiss someone like that, it's irresponsible and cruel, not to mention selfish. One of my best friends really like you and if he knew we kissed he'd be so pissed, how can you just kiss me so irresponsibly! Just because you're in high school doesn't mean you need to fucking act like it!"

"Hey fuck you, if you hated it that much then fine, we won't ever mention it again but don't fucking yell at me as if you have a fucking right to."

"IM NOT YELLING BECAUSE I HATED IT IM YELLING BECAUSE I DIDN'T"

"...you said you didn't like me"

"I don't"

"Then what do you call those feelings"

"Not like. That's for sure. You... you do things to me that don't feel good. You make my hands shake, and my body sweat. I feel like I'm going to die when I'm with you- even without you. Without you my head hurts, with you my head hurts, oh god I can't even be still in my bed because you're in my fucking head!" I drop my head against my steering wheel. My heart thumping harshly against my chest after saying all my feelings out loud.

"You're not the only one confused Soobin"

"What do you mean?" I look up at Beomgyu.

"HEY!" A boy suddenly appears on the passenger side. He has blonde hair and is waves at Beomgyu before pointing at the watch on his wrist.

"Ah shit.. look I have to go to class, I can't be late again" he hand go to open the car door.

"What did you mean when you said I wasn't the only one confused?"

"Let's meet up later and I'll explain" he smiles at me before getting out.

The boy and him exchange some words before they start walking inside together. The blonde turns back and sends me a dark look before turning back, placing his hand on the small of Beomgyu's back.

I didn't like that at all.