"I'm sorry, I don't know why I do. I think there might be something poisoning my mind" I feel like I should be ashamed but I've done worse so I'm immune to the feeling. Still, I feel bad.
"It's okay" he licks his ice cream
"Don't excuse my behavior...
Beomgyu passed out in my bed last night so I crashed on the couch.
When i woke up the next morning he was looking for his shirt in the living room.
"Goodmorning" I stretch my neck out.
"Shut up and get me to classes I'm gonna be late" Beomgyu finds his crop top and puts it on "I used your tooth brush by the way"
Normally I would have been grossed out but I had other things to worry about.
"Should I take you home first to change?"
"Oh god no, I didn't tell my brother I was going to be out all night so he'd probably throw me out the window the second I walked in. I'll just go like this."
In a crop top?
"You can borrow one of my shirts"
"I'll pass, just get your keys" I get off the couch and turn his body and shove him towards my bedroom.
"Go change right now." I hear him sigh.
"Fine fine, ugh you're lucky I'm too hungover to argue. I'm usually not this easy to convince." I roll my eyes.
"I can tell"
I don't have classes today so I don't have to worry about getting ready. While I wait for him to come out I go to the kitchen and make some coffee.
I pour some for Beomgyu inside a black metal water bottle.
"I smell coffee" Beomgyu comes into the kitchen. He's wearing my black hoodie which means he must have dug around for it.
"You should choose another hoodie, I haven't washed that one in a few days" I admit to him.
"I know, it reeks of cigarette; but I don't have time to change so let's go" I hold out the container to him.
"It's coffee, maybe it will help with your hang over" he looks at me skeptically before taking the container from my hands. He opens it and smells it before taking a sip.
"It's sweet" he says.
"I wasn't sure how you liked your coffee"
"I never was much of a coffee drinker, but I guess I like it sweet" he smiles at me.
His hair is flat, but naturally, not like the kind you spend hours on. His under eyes were bit dark blue and purple which popped against his pale skin. He didn't have any makeup, not even lip tint.
I suppose I could compare his skin to white roses and milk, and it wouldn't be wrong to say that he looks like the stars in the sky, that's what people in love think, right?
But it doesn't seem right. What's love anyways?
I don't want to talk about how he looks, I want to talk about what he makes me feel like.
He makes me feel like a bible in a bath of bleach, which sounds so fucked up, but it's not and I wish I could explain why.
"Stop looking at me like that" he brings me out of my thoughts.
"Like what?" I ask.
He looks like he wants to say something but shakes his head "Just get me to class"
...
I pull up to our college with plenty of time for Beomgyu to get to class.
"I'll give you a ride after classes" I tell him.
"Okay, I get off at 3" he tells me
"Sweet, I'll see you then" he kisses me on my jaw line and get out almost immediately. The action caused my throat to close up and it felt like I was getting bit by millions of fire ants all over my body. I felt alive.
Riiiing riiiing
Huening Kai's contact name lights up on my phone. I answer it without a second thought.
"Hey Binnie! What are you doing?"
"Uh..." I glance at Beomgyu who is barley getting inside the college ".. nothing, what's up?"
"We should hang out! I feel like it's been forever" I was going to turn him down but I figured this is as good a time as ever to officially break things off with him.
"Ah... okay"
"I just finished my classes for the day where are you?"
"Oh um I'm pretty close by so I might actually be outside already when you get out"
-Beomgyus POV-
I'm almost to class when the universe decided to fuck with me and put Huening Kai in my path. He's dressed pretty nice which pisses me off because I didn't even have on chapstick.
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"Oh hi Beomgyu! I-Is that Soobins hoodie?" The stutter in his voice gave me satisfaction.
"Yep, he let me borrow it today"
"Oh yeah? When did you see him?" I debated on telling him that Soobin and I had a little sleepover but even I'm not that cruel.
"He gave me a ride" he smiles at this which annoyed me.
"That's so nice of him! We're going to hang out right now"
What?
Okay, now I'm seriously pissed off. I repress an eye roll and shove passed Kai.
There's a sour taste in my mouth. It's a stubborn reminder that one perfect night isn't enough.
I get to class and bitterly take my seat.
BING!
I check my phone embarrassingly fast hoping that it's Soobin, but it's just Hongjoong.
Hongjoong: we should totally hang out ;)
I scrunch my nose in distaste. Usually I would have blocked him by now. The mature thing to do is politely turn him down, but I'm neither mature or polite.
