Hidden secrets

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China

"YOU'VE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME!" Bri yelled.

"Bri I'm sorry." I started to cry, "I didn't think that this would ever come up."

"China." She started to cry, "My parents got divorced because he admitted to sleeping with someone and getting them pregnant only for her to get an abortion." She paused. "You ruined my family."

"Bri, that's not fair." Booboo stepped in.

"Not fair?" She chuckled, "How would you expect me to feel, Booboo?"

"China isn't the same person she was two years ago." Booboo defended.

"FUCK THAT!" Bri picked up a glass cup and aimed it at me. I ducked so it wouldn't hit me.

"BRI! STOP!" Booboo yelled.

"What about my ex boyfriend, Chi? Huh? Is that true too?" Bri started pacing and laughing.

"I really need you to believe me I'm not that person anymore." I sighed, I couldn't blame her for being mad.

"So EVERYTHING that dove has sent out the last two years have been true?" Bri chuckled, "What a fucking Whore."

"No. You're wrong. I never slept with Booboo, never slept with Cameron for publicity, never slept with our Chem teacher, I was never a fucking stripper. I will take responsibility and apologize for the hurt that I have caused you but, I am not that person anymore and I'm sorry I ever was that person." I explained. I was struggling and I needed her to believe me. Her and Booboo were all I had left.

"You'll be lucky if I ever contact you again." Bri laughed and my heart sunk, "Booboo, you're either leaving with me or that goes for you also." She stared at him and he looked at me not knowing what to do.

"I'm staying because I've seen the change the last two years and I feel sorry for you for not hearing her out."

"Fuck you both and I'll make sure that Cameron tells the world who you really are." She said before slamming the door. I couldn't help but Sob in Booboo's arms.

"Chi, hey it's okay." He tried to comfort me.

"Can you leave please? I need to be alone." I started to dry my tears.

"I'll be here if you need me." He whispered in my ear. Once he left I went to my cabinet, the one that no one ever goes in and pull out the rest of the alcohol I had. Two years. It's been two years and I'm about to relapse. I thought about how my family won't talk to me until I turn eighteen and left me in this house alone, I thought about all the friendships I've lost, but drinking is the only thing I want to do right now. Two years and 6 months in rehab all down the drain.

Cameron
Karan, Sophie and I went out to eat at Taco Bell, it always takes a while because we get stopped by fans. When we were walking out, Bri was walking in.

"Hey Girl! Are you okay?" Sophie asked. It looked like she had been crying.

"Couldn't be better. If you'll excuse me I'm hungry." She sighed and walked away.

"I'm going to see what's wrong." Sophie is always the one that is concerned about people. Karan and I took a lot more pictures with fans before my phone started vibrating. It didn't have a name but I knew the number by heart.

"What do you want, China." I groaned, never expecting her to call me again.

"Two years and 6 months in rehab." She said plainly but I could hear the tipsy in her voice.

"What is that suppose to mean, exactly?" I asked.

"The night we stopped being friends I went to rehab for 6 months. This is the first time I've been drunk in two years, Cameron. I have no purpose here anymore and I'm sorry for everything." She started to cry over the phone. Rehab? Her dad had told everyone she went to school in Atlanta for the rest of the year.. Damn.

"What would you like me to do, China?" I asked.

"Save me before I do something stupid.. I.. I have never stopped loving you even though you hate me." She said honestly, I couldn't take this anymore so I went inside to find Bri.

"Your friend is drunk." I groaned and hung up my phone.

"Which friend?" She giggled.

"China." I plainly said, "she's so annoying." Her face dropped and started to panic.

"Cameron. She hasn't been drunk in two years and I think I fucked that up." She started to cry and took out her phone. "Siri! Call Booboo!."

"What the hell is happening here?" Karan came rushing in, "quit making a scene."

"Please, if any of you ever cared about China come with me." She was still panicking and ran out of Taco Bell.

"I cared about her so I'm going." Kar plainly said and once he got to the door he waited for me. "If you don't come I'll be disappointed in your for a really long time."

"You've got to be fucking kidding me." I groaned, all because China didn't know how to be sober. I caught up to Bri, Karan and Sophie and met up with Booboo at China's.

"Her door is locked." Booboo said frantically.

"The key is in the window where the hole is." I said plainly. Everyone looked at me like I was stupid. "That's where china hides all important things." I rolled my eyes and walked over to the window. "Here!" I thew it at BooBoo.

We opened the door and the place was trashed. The furniture was messed up, alcohol bottles smashed everywhere.

"Jesus." Booboo whispered.

"CHINA!" Bri yelled and went upstairs to look for her. If china likes to hide it will be in the closet where the pool is.

"She's outside!" I yelled. I turned the lights on for outside. The door was already opened. Kar and Sophie followed me outside and Sophie ran to the closet to open it.

"What the fuck do you want, Blondie." We heard china groan.