Hidden secrets

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China

"Cameron told you that I slept with Thomas?" I stood up from my bed. I was pissed.

"Chi. That's the main reason why I hated you so much." She explained.

"Chloe, I didn't sleep with him. I got drunk and I guess we kissed but the only thing I remember is Cameron walking in on us Kissing! Not having sex." I groaned. Rolling my eyes is the only thing I knew how to handle this moment.

"Maybe I should talk to him." She sighed.

"No." I simply said.

"No? China we-"

"Tore me down? Yeah I know. I never slept with him but I did a lot of other shit.  I'm so sorry about everything." I sighed, "we wouldn't be having this conversation in the first place if I would've never went near Bella Throne. Partying is fun and she showed me that."

"Well, let's keep apologizing for everything until there's nothing left to apologize for." She shrugged, "I want you to apologize for the first time we got arrested and my mom covered our asses."

Dove and I were in the same room fucking two different guys at a party. We were both drunk as fuck to realize what was going on but At this point I had gotten on birth control without my parents knowing. Someone started knocking on doors yelling

"POLICE ARE HERE! RUN." They yelled. Dove got up with her dude so quickly but I was waiting to finish.

"China! Open the closet door. We have to go." She yelled.

"Two.. two more minutes." I moaned as he kept going. We heard the officers get closer to the door before the unknown dude got off of me. I ran out of the closet and grabbed her hand before we opened the door, but it was too late.

"Shit. I smell the alcohol on both of you. How old are you two?" He asked.

"15." We both simply replied as his buddy showed up and started to handcuff us.

"You can't arrest us! We're famous!" Dove hissed.

"You better know someone who can cover this up then." He chuckled. I got cold and I didn't speak to anyone the rest of our time in jail. Thankfully, Dove's mom bailed us out.

"Next time you two want to drink and fuck dudes just do it at my house." She pleaded. I still didn't say anything.

"You're not Even going to say thank you?" Dove asked.

"Here we go. You bitching again." I groaned.

"If it wasn't for you we wouldn't have gotten arrested!" She yelled,

"CHLOE I SAID SHUT THE FUCK UP. NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOUR HURT FEELINGS !" I shouted.

"I can't believe I'm friends with such a cold hearted bitch." She spat out and walked away.

"Yeah, I'm sorry about that. If it wasn't for me I wouldn't have gotten us arrested or been so cold about it." I sighed, "My only way of coping with depression and being famous was to party and hurt people who loved me so so much." I continued, "but, I would like for you to apologize about the rumor of our Chem Teacher.

Boo came running up to me in the hall one day pissed as hell. He grabbed my hand and pulled me into a little empty classroom.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" He spat out.

"Excuse me?" I snickered.

"Our Chem Teacher got fired today for sleeping with you!" Boo explained. All I could was stare at him in disbelief.

"I didn't sleep with our Chem teacher!" I exclaimed. "Boo I haven't slept with anybody in months." I groaned.

"The principal read this email about-"

"Who the fuck do you sent that email Dumbass!" I screeched. "DOVE. CAMERON. SOPHIE. KARAN."

"China Anne McClain in Mr. Anderson's officer. Now!" I heard as the intercom went off. I huffed and walked down the hall with stares and all the whispers about me. Although I'm used to it I wish things could go back to the way they used to be.

"China, I'm not even going to ask you to sit down. You're suspended for two weeks." He said firmly. I couldn't look at him and me opening my mouth wasn't going to solve anything. I turned around to walk down the hall when I bumped into Cameron and my books were dropped everywhere

"Great." I mumbled

"You should watch where you're going next time and who you sleep with." He shrugged.

"I didn't sleep with him and you know that." I sighed before walking away. This life sucks.

"Yeah..." Dove started to sigh, "That was a pretty uncalled for rumor and I'm sorry. Can I ask you something?"

"Well.. you're here so why not." I grumbled.

"Can you tell me how you and Cameron actually got together before I ask you to apologize for hurting him?"

"Chloe I-"

"Stop Calling me Chloe only close friends call me that." She chuckled.

"Sure, I'll tell you." I sighed, before I could even start to tell her my phone started to blow up and then Boo busted in the room. He looked pissed more than anything.

"Boo?" I questioned.

"Did you fucking release that picture?" Boo snapped at Dove. I was standing there in the dark when Bri appeared at my doorway. I walked over to her while Dove and Boo went at it.

"What's going on?" I asked.

"Someone released a picture of you when--" she stopped. I was now very fucking irritated that she didn't continue.

"Are you going to continue or?"

"China, someone released a picture of you doing drugs... and it's all over social media." When Bri said that I felt my career go down the drain and I knew I needed to get on the phone with James before I reacted in any way.

"Excuse me." I walked downstairs to be alone as I called James.

"I was expecting to hear from you." He sighed.

"What do I do?" I sobbed.

"China.. you're not going to like this but you're going to have to explain yourself on social media. Teens make mistakes and if you have to accept that."