Hidden secrets

/6/

China

I woke up the next morning with no memory of the night before. Booboo and Bri were in the chairs next to me.

"Hey, you're awake." Booboo grinned.

"What the hell happened?" I groaned with a major headache, "Make this headache go away." I smacked my head multiple times.

"Chi, you got drunk last night." Booboo said slowly.

"No I didn't." I said indenial, "I've been clean for two years."

"You relapsed, Chi." Booboo said.

"And you told Cameron you were in rehab." Bri interrupted, "he's left you 15 text messages and 5 missed calls."

"I relapsed." I said softly. I got up to my closet and put my clothes in a bag.

"China, what are you doing?" Bri sighed, stopping me from putting anymore clothes in my duffle bag.

"I'm going back to rehab." I started breathing really hard, "I can't believe this is happening."

"China, stop." Bri said sternly, "you're not going anywhere."

"I don't remember getting drunk last night but I do remember all of the hurtful shit you said to me. Please do not try and comfort me right now." I snapped.

"Okay, I'm sorry." She stepped back.

"Chi it was just one mishap." Booboo tried to get me to calm down.

"Booboo. I was a alcoholic whore two years ago. I don't want that again.. please I just need guidance." I broke down in tears.

"China, why don't we just call your family?" Bri asked causing me to giggle.

"Have you seen them at all for the last two years? After rehab my family dropped me! What do you not understand?" I sobbed. Bri was starting to make me angry but I wouldn't hate her if she contacted my family.

"Yeah I don't know how else to help you. You're giving us dead ends." She groaned in frustration and picked up her purse, "I'll be back. I need coffee." She said with a dramatic exit.

"I'm sensing some progress." Booboo spoke up.

"With her? Who the fuck knows." I groaned.

"Chi, you're starting to scare me." Booboo admitted. He was starting to annoy me also.

"How? How the hell am I scaring you, Booboo." I sighed with frustration again.

"Your attitude. Last night. I just don't like seeing you like this. I know you've been through a lot but please just talk to us. Talk to me!" He pleaded but all I wanted to do was shut people out.

"I'm sorry Boo. I'm just lost all over again." I said sadly. My phone started to ring off the hook. 'Asshead is calling' I quickly declined it.

"He's going to text you." Booboo chuckled.

"I wish I would've never told you to leave last night!" I slightly yelled and threw myself back on my bed.