Hidden secrets

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  China

So, Official?" Bri and Boo asked.

"It's been official for the last two weeks but we just wanted to see where things were going to go." I explained.

"Can't believe you didn't cut him off after he fucked you and then avoided you." Bri scolded.

"Bri.." I started off

"No! I don't want to hear it." She put her hand up, "No dick is ever good enough to be avoided over."

"You and boo out of all people should know all of the history I have with him." I sighed.

"Yet, he still fucked you and then tried to ditch you."

"Bri! Stop!" Boo hissed.

"And you mentioned you didn't use protection? What if you're pregnant?" Bri asked.

"I-" I sighed, "I never used protection."I admitted, "I've only been pregnant once and then got on Birth control but I got off after rehab. I didn't know things were going to go that far with Cameron."

"Right, I forgot you aborted my little sister." Bri huffed and then realized how much it hurt me.

"I have to go." I mumbled.

"Great going." Boo snapped at Bri before I walked off. I walked up to Kenny who was taking a break from directing.

"Hey Kenny? Do you need me today? I think I need to take a mental health day." I asked catching everyone's attention.

"No, Sweetheart. We'll message you if we need you."

"Thank you." I smiled before walking off just now noticing that Cameron wasn't with the core four. I walked back to my apartment thinking if walking away was the right thing to do. I also thought about who my therapist will be when we go back to the California. All my thoughts interrupted and I didn't realize that I was in my room until I saw Cameron was laying on my bed.

"Freckles?" I questioned.

"Hm?" Cameron questioned sleepily which brought the biggest smile to my face.

"What are you doing here?" I chuckled.

"Well, I haven't been feeling well so I took a sick day and it just so happens I remembered that your bed is so much more comfortable than mine." Cameron paused, "Anyways, why are you back early?"

"Oh, uh-" I tried to avoid this question but I knew he was going to keep asking, "Bri and I kind of got into it."

"Why? What happened?" He questioned sleepily.

"She's mad I aborted what would have been her little sister." I sighed. Cameron sat straight up.

"Chi." Cameron pulled me in for a hug, "I'm sorry. I know this probably won't make you feel better but you would've made the best momma." Cameron smiled as he gave me a quick peck. I giggled sadly.

"I don't really think of it that way." I replied honestly, "I'd like to think that baby was a girl and I hope that she forgives me and I wish bri would honestly just last out on me already." I said sadly.