Hidden secrets

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China

"Smells like fish in here." Dove scolded while walking into my room.

"Nice to see you also." I tried to fake a laugh.

"I heard you and Cameron got into it.. If you guys aren't going to last what's the point of us doing this?" She asked. Mrs rice came in causally to sit down and observe.

"Cameron and I are fine."

"Are you?" She giggled, "because from what he told me you guys got into it over me." She winked. I clenched my fists and took a deep breath. "What are you doing? Meditating?"

"Okay." Mrs. Rice stepped in, "it looks like you still have a lot of hatred towards China."

"I don't hate anybody." Dove shrugged, "China and I have talked out our issues."

"Have we?" I shot back, "you're still giving me a cold shoulder."

"Like you gave Cameron the cold shoulder?"

"THIS ISNT ABOUT CAMERON!" I yelled.

"Yeah, you're right. It's about us hashing things out but we will never be friends."

"Mmkay." I said quietly.

"You expected us to be friends?" Dove questioned.

"I think you have a lot of insecurities." Mrs. Rice chimed in.

"Excuse me?"

"Insecurities and Jealousy." Mrs. Rice added.

"Listen, you don't know me-"

"Dove, China hurt you and you guys have talked about some of it. Have you ever talked about how China hurting you has made you insecure? You're afraid to let her back in your life or around your loved ones because you think they will latch on to her more and she will hurt them. You're jealous of how quickly Cameron and China picked back up." Mrs. Rice explained.

"I could never be jealous over China." Dove said immediately.

"But you're insecure?" Mrs. Rice questioned. Dove looked at me with rage as tears started to form.

"I can't get close to people because of you." Dove shook her head, "I always ask myself what you have that I don't. I tried to change everything about me and Maybe just maybe.. Thomas would want me." She cried.

"Dove I-"

"But, he still does everything he can to make you hate him. To find the urge to be in your life." She shook her head, "What the fuck do you have that I don't?" She giggled with sadness.

"I'm sorry, but I don't want thomas and I never wanted him. That party was one of the many mistakes that I made.. you know that."

"But what the fuck did I do wrong? Why does everyone like you so much more." Dove shrugged and then her eyes widened once she realized that the green eyes monster called Jealousy was real in this case, "I'm not jealous of you." Dove chuckled, "I could never be jealous of a stupid whore like you."