-3 months later-
-Toby's POV-
"Hey are you ok?" [name] reached her hand out to help me get back up. "Yeah I'm fine." Just by one glance of her captivating [eye color] eyes consumes me, I had to let her know how I feel. "[name] theirs something I've been meaning to tell you" I grab her hand to get her attention. "[name] I'm in love with you..." her eyes were sparkling, her face was so close to mine that we gotten even closer, I can feel her soft lips on mine. "Toby I "......
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It was all just a dream. A dream that I had a good life. A dream that my disorders never existed. A dream...that [name] loves me. I groan with disappointment that none of those will ever happen. I got out of bed to get ready for the day. I went down stairs to make myself some waffles for breakfast. In a sigh of relief my dad wasn't here. I put my waffles into the toaster and waited. Doing so I heard foot steps coming down, it was my sister. "Good morning Toby." She said with a cheerful voice. "M-morning Lyra" their was small quiet between us. Until she spoke. "So...[name] huh?" She said. "Y-Yeah what about h-h-her?" I reply in defense. "She seems nice." I sigh in that statement cause it's true, she is nice. With out knowing my mouth formed a small smile just by the thought of her. "Yeah she is..." "do you like her?" My thoughts were cut off of what she just said. "W-w-what?! No!" My face turn red, she can tell I was lying. In a perfect time in need my waffles were done. "A-anyways I got go bye Lyra" in a rush I grab them and head my out the door. Feeling Relief that I don't have to struggle in that situation I made me way to school.-time skip-
I walk into class already seeing [name] in her seat. She greeted me with a small sweet smile on her have. I smiled back. Until the teacher spoke. "Alright everyone please take your seat, we'll being the lesson." I sat down into my
Seat getting ready for the day. "All right everyone this will be a partner assignment, So go choose your partner and each group will have a topic and they must solve this by the end of class." I was about to approach [name]
But someone got to her before I could. A boy with blonde hair and green eyes asked her to be her partner. Feeling mad and hurt I had to work by myself as usual.-a mini time skip, about five minutes-
Every now and then I take glance of [name], her [hair color] hair falls so naturally, especially when she slicks back her hair behind her ear, and her soft [eyes color] eyes looking down at the paper. Everything about her is what I love. The class bell ringed and everyone was heading out to their next class period. I was waiting for [name] to get pack up so we can walk together to her next class. But something unexpected happened. The boy who was partners with [name] came over to my desk. "Hey just so you know, she will never fall for you...your a freak, and she'll never love a freak like you." And just like that he left, feeling a pain in my heart hearing all those thing just said was true. She'll never love me. And she never will. "Hey, are you ready?" I herd a familiar voice, it was [name] smiling at me. I couldn't help but to smile back at her. "Y-Yeah I'm ready."
-time skip it's now the end of the day-
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I lay on my bed accepting the fact that [name] will never love me. And it hurts like hell. My thoughts were interrupted by the sounds of knocks on my door. "Hey, Toby you ok?" It was Lyra,With out a warning she came into my room, and sat on the edge of my bed. "What happened?" Feeling hurt and numb I asked her a question. "Hey Lyra,what do you do w-when you like someone...but you know that they'll never love you b-back?" My voice was beginning to choke, why was i about to cry? "Is this about [name]?" She ask, and I nodded. She sigh in pity. "Did someone tell you that?" I nodded again. She tapped my leg. "Ok let's go."
"Go w-were?"
"Well I'm taking you out, so we're do you wanna go?"
I know my sister is trying to make me feel better and as usual it works.
"W-what about the m-m-movies?"I requested.
"That sounds wonderful." she said.-time skip-
When it comes to Lyra making me feel better she always does an amazing job. She took me to the movies, and she took me to seven eleven.
"So did you have fun?" She asked me. "Of course I did." their was another small quiet between us. "Toby if you really love this girl then go get her while you still can ok?" She said, right then and there my self esteem was up, she always makes me feel better. "Ok."T.B.C

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Ever lasting tic (ticci Toby x reader)
RomanceY/n was new in school until she meets someone who is now her closest friends, but soon later they both started to develop feelings for each other, but soon enough Toby had to be home schooled due to physical violence at school of him getting bullied...