Ever lasting tic (ticci Toby x reader)

Slowly hurting inside...(ticci toby x reader) chapter 8

Name POV
"I getting homeschooled..." I felt an ache in the middle of my chest. Is he joking? If so then this isn't funny. "What?" I don't wanna believe the words that's coming out of his mouth, please tell me this is a lie. "Please tell me you're joking?" I said. My words were starting to chock up and he just stood their in silence. I was about to cry I can feel my throat clogging up as I try to bottle up my tears. "Please don't c-cry..." he said with a soft tone. I couldn't bare to look at him anymore, even if I did I know it would be hard for me to say goodbye to him. I can't let him go. I don't what this to happen. Not like this.

Toby's POV
It pains me to see [name] crying. It feels like I hurt her. I don't want to but I have to, do you know the old saying 'this hurts me way more then it hurts you'...I come to realize that it was true. I felt like a broke her heart and this is the price I pay. "[name] I" Before I could say anything else I felt [name] hug me, in a warm embrace. She was holding me so tight, I couldn't help but to hug her back. The way how she holds me, is something I can't forget. I don't wanna let go. I don't wanna say goodbye.

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I want to stay with her. I felt the tears coming from my eyes, as my throat started to chock making it hard to breath with out crying. I can tell she doesn't want me to see her cry, and neither do I. If I do I know it would make it hard for the both of us. Soon enough what it felt like 5 minutes she lets go. I honestly wanted the hug to last longer.
I catch a glimpse of her face. Her soft [eye color] eyes were glistening as the tears on her face stain her cheeks while she exhales to control her breathing and you can see her hot breath combing with the cold air making it into a mist, Until she finally speaks. "Please promise me that you won't forget me..." She said while looking at me with those beautiful eyes. "I promise..." I said, holding her one more time before I go.

Names POV
I close the door gently as possible trying not to alarm my mom that I came home late. To my surprise she was in the kitchen waiting for me. "Where have you been?!" She said with frustration. "Do you know what time it is?! It's 10:30! I was going crazy!!! Where were you!?" My mother said worryingly. I can obviously tell she's upset and worried but I couldn't handle it. I wasn't ok I was slowly breaking down in tears again. " I'm sorry..." I said trying not to cry my heart out. " I called every police station in town to see if they" She was cut of my The sounds of me holding my tears, my eyes were getting blurry and my throat started to hurt again and I can feel the weight that was in my heart once more. "Is everything ok?" She said with a even more worried look. I was about to tell her but as soon I thought about him I broke down into tears as I collapsed on the floor. "[name] sweet heart tell me what's wrong?" She said holding me for comfort. "I d-didn't wanna let go mom!" I said crying my heart out as if theirs no tomorrow. " i don't wanna say goodbye." I said holding on to my mother tightly.

-time skip you went to bed and cry the whole entire night-

Authors POV
[name] still continues to be at school but every now and then she glances at the desk that use to belong to Toby Erin Rogers. Some kids would continue to bother her to say 'your freak of a friend isn't here...' and yes it does get the worst of her But she tries not too. She convinced her mom that she moved on and focus on herself, but she didn't. [name] still hasn't forgotten Toby and she still hasn't moved on. As for Toby he still thinks about [name] every night. Even during homeschooling he would still think what she was doing at this time. He would mostly assume that she taking a test or eating lunch, but he still thinks about what clothes she wearing today or what new lessons are at his old school. But none of the less you both miss each other, very deeply. Lyra try's to tell toby that soon enough you guys will meet each other again but that seems to be a fantasy to Toby. Until another day you guys will meet again.... soon...

Thank you soo so so so so so much for reading this chapter I will write the next one soo yeah, bye ❤️