Ever lasting tic (ticci Toby x reader)

Hide and stay alive...(ticci toby x reader) chapter 11

I can't believe it with my own eyes. He's gone. He's dead. I crest my body again my pillow for comfort. I was in need to hold something, or be hold. I felt cold and numb, I can feel the cold in my fingertips and my toes. I was feeling pain and distress. I honestly didn't wanna do anything today. I heard a faint knock on the door, it was my mother. Ever sense I told her what happened she understands that I was not doing so well, so she gave me some space to calm myself. "Hey everything ok?" My mother said. I told her everything about Toby. How he means to me. How he was my friend. And how he died. I hummed yes in response. "Do you need more blankets? More pillows?" I Told my mother to go and leave me be, I wanted to stay I'm my room and grief all night long. She sighs and close my door. As soon she left I felt my chest about to huff and tears where coming out. I cry silently as the cold salty tears fall graciously down my face and leaves stains on my cheeks. I hug my pillow tighter to muffle my sounds of sorrow. But I soon fallen to sleep.

-the next day-

I was on my way to school still with a million thoughts in my head. How could this happen? What started the fire? I sigh knowing that I'll never get my answers. I looked across and see what use to be Toby's house. Now it's burnt to black with a little bit of ashes on the ground. Their was police tape around the house. Apparently a few people survived the fire, I would say about 5 or 7 people survive. Well at least some people are alive.

-time skip you are almost done with school-

I was in my last class period. I couldn't wait to get home and lay on my bed. I look up to see my friend Amy in front of me. She looks so sad. "[name] I heard the news...I'm sorry..." she said with empathy. She then embrace me into a warm hug. It strange that I can tell that she's really sorry. Unlike most people Amy really did felt sorry for me, she didn't fake her words like how everyone else did. "It's ok, I'm fine now..." "no you're not!" Amy said knowing that I was lying. "[name] I know how you are...and you're not ok..." Amy said trying to set her point straight. She knows me way too well. Just on time the bell rang. It was my signal to leave. "Well I have to go" I said leaving the conversation. I honestly couldn't care less about people's empathy for me. The school never even really did like Toby. I was cut off by Amy grabbing my wrist. "[name] please...don't do something bad, while you're like this..." what did she mean by  'do something bad'? I didn't know what she mean but I went along with it. "I won't...Amy don't get worried over me.." and then I left still not knowing what she means.

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I was walking home and my phone was dead so I had no choice but to listen to the sounds of the forest. It was honestly the best sounds in the world. Hearing the the wind slightly blowing on The trees, and the sound of the birds making small chirps. I felt at calm and fee with the environment. But my thoughts were interrupted with the sound of a twig snapping. I wasn't alone. Something's right behind me. I quickly turned around to see if someone was following me. Their was nothing. My heart began to race. And I was slightly hyperventilating. Maybe my mind was playing tricks on me? No it was real, someone was following me. I quickly speed walk my way home but I heard another twig snap. I was scared at this point. As I keep walking faster the sound of the twigs keep snapping, snap, snap, snap! I was now running for my life, I didn't who or what was chasing me, but clearly something was following me! In the distance I see my house. I open the door and got inside. I put my back on the door to prevent any other entry. I slide down for a moment to catch my breath. I sneaked a peek from the window to see in anything was their. And their was nothing. Just the infinite trees that were in the forest. I sigh in relief. I turned in my tv to distract my mind. Went inside to the kitchen to get a light snack but something caught my attention. In the news I herd the name Rogers. I mediately stop what I was doing. "Another murder happened today. The victim was named Connie Rogers, according to the whitenesses they say she was the mother of Lyra and Toby Rogers." I couldn't believe it?! She was alive?! "The chief police says the murder weapon was a hatchet. And it's more than obvious that the murderer I still alive. So lock your doors and stay safe everyone." My heart stopped. Who would murder her?...

Thank you for reading this chapter I will write the next one. Ps I'm pretty sure you know who was following you ;) and the next chapter will be based off of Toby's POV so yeah that's all I have to say bye ❤️