Ever lasting tic (ticci Toby x reader)

Last day on earth...(ticci toby x reader) Chapter 26

[name's] POV

I woke to get ready for the day...as usual I apply to my usual routine, get ready, eat breakfast and walk to school. I had my ear buds on and listened to my music...but today my station picked a new song...I kinda like this one...

'Robert's got a quick hand
He'll look around the room, he won't tell you his plan
He's got a rolled cigarette, hanging out his mouth he's a cowboy kid
Yeah found a six shooter gun
In his dad's closet hidden oh in a box of fun things, I don't even know what
But he's coming for you, yeah he's coming for you'

I walked into my classroom and began to get my stuff ready, I already gotten the warm up and I have my pencil ready, but I couldn't help to look at the empty desk that use to belong to Toby...I miss him...

'All the other kids with the pumped up kicks
You'd better run, better run, out run my gun
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks
You'd better run, better run, faster than my bullet'

(Time skip to half of the day)

Time has passed and I keep dozing off, today just didn't feel the right day to do work.
"[name and last name]!" The teacher said. She must have caught me off guard as I wasn't paying attention.
"Answer to number seven?"
"I-" I was cut off by the PA system. "Students this is a lockdown! This is not a drill I repeat this is not a drill! Students stay with your teachers at all times and stay calm and-" their was aloud gunshot that echoed in the PA...until someone spoke... "stay calm and die!" This immediately cause everyone around the room to panic as it was written in their faces...the faces of fear.

'Daddy works a long day
He be coming home late, he's coming home late
And he's bringing me a surprise
'Cause dinner's in the kitchen and it's packed in ice
I've waited for a long time
Yeah the slight of my hand is now a quick pull trigger
I reason with my cigarette
And say your hair's on fire, you must have lost your wits, yeah'

The teacher then huddled us in the corner of the room and shushed us as a sign to be quite. A few people started to cry and started to pray for their lives. Their was gunshots in the halls as I can hear everyone's screams and cries. I put my hands over my ears as I was no longer wanting to hear their cries for help...but...all of a sudden...their was silence...their was a small nock on the classroom door. This only cause the girl right next to me to sob even louder. I Cover her mouth to prevent any sounds to come out of her.
This has to be a dream!
Right?
It has to be!
The door then broke down and the screams of my classmates came. I closed my eyes and huddled myself. I couldn't help but to cry. My throat started to clog up as it was getting harder to breath. I don't want to die!

'All the other kids with the pumped up kicks
You'd better run, better run, out run my gun
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks
You'd better run, better run, faster than my bullet
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks
You'd better run, better run, out run my gun
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks
You'd better run, better run, faster than my bullet'

I felt a presence in front of me. I then looked up to see. I was greeted by a man who had a blue hood and steampunk-ish goggles, he then reached out his hand towards me. "C-come on!" I was feeling hesitant at first but why would he need me to go with him?
"I won't...I promise..." he said. His voice sounds oddly familiar but yet it's comforting. I grabbed the ends of his sleeves and slowly standed up. The crimson red blood was staining my shoes as I was slowly shaking. I looked down at the floor as I can see the dead bodies of my classmates with their eyes wide open. I herd another voice as it enters the room. "Toby lets go!" The man had a white mask with a feminine look. The man twitches and looked at me. "C-come on...their c-c-coming." We walked through the empty dark  halls. The only available light source was the sun as it starts to set. Please this has to be a dream! I want to wake up!

'All the other kids with the pumped up kicks
You'd better run, better run, out run my gun
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks
You'd better run, better run, faster than my bullet
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks
You'd better run, better run, out run my gun
All the other kids with the pumped up kicks
You'd better run, better run, faster than my bullet'

In the distance I see a van that was black and had a sprayed panted red circle with a 'X' over it. Where are the cops? Why is this happening?! Calm down [name] this is all a dream, soon your gonna wake up and be at my  room! Right? The man open the back doors of the van. I felt obligated so I had to go in. The man the closed the door and sat besides me. I felt so scared and anxious.
"Everyone buckled up?"
The other man said in the front. Of course I said nothing but the man across from me said 'yes'...the man started to drive the van...it felt like an hour of silence between us so me being the idiot person I an started to make small talk with the school shooter...
"Toby?"
"Hm?"
"Toby? That's your name?...from what I herd earlier..."
"Y-Yeah..."
"Oh..."
"P-problem?"
"I knew a Toby...everyone knew him...everyone says he's gone but I like to think that he's still alive sometimes." I couldn't help but to still feel that same heavy yet painful weight in my chest.
He then looked at me with a remorseful look.
"What I-If he's alive... in this moment...w-w-what would you say to him?" I sigh and try to think a response to his question.
"Probably say I miss you..." their was a small silence between us, until he spoke...
"T-Thanks...I miss you too..." he said. We both made eye contact. I then slowly removed his mouth guard and then his goggles. As it reveals the soft brown eyes. Those soft brown eyes I've missed...but then I realize...wait...
"Toby you kill people!" Now this has to be a dream. Yup I'm totally dreaming.
"It's n-not my f-f-fault [name]! I swear!" He said in defense.
My eyes started to tear up as my tears escaped from my eyes. "Toby! That's not ok!" I said.
"I'm s-sorry..." he said. Their was another silence until I asked another question.
"So why did you kill everyone at my school?"
"I hated them...the deserve to die..but you...you were the first person who gave me a chance...you were the only good thing that came in my life." He said as he cuffed both of my hands. "S-s-so I apologize if this is abrupt for me to say but...[name] will you be my girlfriend?" The van then immediately stopped. Causing me and Toby to hit the back of the wall.
"JESUS TOBY!"
"Jesus hoodie don't do that!"
"Well [name] w-what do you say?"
I had so many mixed emotions, upset, relief and angry all at once. I couldn't handle all of this stress. Without realizing I started to cry.
"Toby...I don't know! I mean I don't know what I'm feeling anymore! I-" I was cut off by Toby putting his lips upon mine....