He Ain't For Me

Prologue

Totoo nga pala yung linyang "You never know pain until you are crying to God begging him to heal you."

I had never given much thought about everything. Sobrang kuntento ko na sa kung anong meron ako. Not only was I wealthy financially, but I was also wealthy socially. I have a complete family, I have a hand-picked of amazing friends and an ideal boyfriend that actually made me an object of jealousy by many. I was beyond blessed and grateful.

But funny how life works, I felt like I just took a nap and then suddenly everything fell out of its place. Na pinagsisihan mong isinarado mo ang ang iyong mga mata kahit saglit lang at nakaligtaan mong mabilis ang agos ng buhay na baka pag gising mo hindi kana makasabay. And who would have thought na mangyayari sa akin iyon?

I mistakenly believed it to be him, but sometimes the person you thought you were destined to or have always dreamed of, is not really the person you gonna end up with.

Na kahit na anong pilit natin na wag silang umalis, hindi sila mapipigilan dahil hindi naman talaga sila kasama sa kwento natin. Some people meant to stay, some were meant to leave and the people we cross paths with are just some of our defining moments in life.

Yun lagi ang sinasabi ko pero bakit ang hirap tanggapin? Na no matter how much I tried to convince myself that I am ready for the world, the world always seems to present a new challenge to me na kahit kailan di ko mapaghahandaan.

One painful experience that left an imprint on me, made me want to curse life.