Mending A Broken Heart

Chapter Twenty-One

Emily's pov

My hands were extremely sweaty as I stood in front of his door, waiting for him to open up. I called about an hour ago asking if I could come over, and he hesitantly said yes.

When I suddenly saw the doorknob wiggle, I quickly rubbed my palms on my black knee-length coat. I put on a fake smile as he swung the door open.

"Hey, babe," I greeted as I leaned in and placed a quick kiss on his lips. I pulled back, standing there and taking in his facial expression. He looks shocked yet relieve.

"Hi?" He asked as he scanned my appearance. "Oh, yeah...come in," he sputtered, causing me to let out a fake laugh.

"So, what you up to?" I asked as I made my way towards the living room and took a seat on his brown leather couch. I crossed my leg over the other and placed my hands on my lap as I watched him sit a few inches away from me.

"I-I was..uh.....just watching the game," he stuttered as he motioned to the TV where a basketball game was showing. I nodded my head as I hurried closer towards him, placing my hand on his thigh and rubbing circles with my thumb. "Listen here, Em. I'm sorry about what I said. Yes, it was true, but-" he started, but I cut him off.

"What are you talking about?" I asked in fake amusement.

"You didn't hear?" He asked, confused.

"Hear what?"

"What I said after I thought I ended the call?" He asked, and I just slightly shook my head.

"Oh, yeah," I said, and his eyes slightly widened. "But I didn't exactly hear anything because when I was talking to you I was filling up the bathtub and when I heard you talk again after we said goodbye, I accidentally dropped my phone in the water" I lied and I watched as his chest heaved into a long inhale before he exhaled.

"Oh, so what are you doing here?" He asked as his eyes flicked between mine.

"Well," I mused as I looked down at my hand on his thigh. "I was thinking that we have been dating for a while now, and I think we should take our relationship to the next level." I watched as he gulped.

"And what level is that?" He asked, his voice a little lower than before. I bit my lip slightly as I stood up from the couch before placing myself on his lap, both my legs on either side of him.

I bit my lip seductively as I flipped my hair behind my back. My arms wrapped around his neck, and I pulled his face closer to mine.

"Why don't we go upstairs and find out" I murmured into his ear, pulling at his earlobe and then staring him in the eyes with a smirk on my face.

"Y-yeah," he stammered out as we both got off of the couch. I instantly grabbed his hand and started making my way upstairs and into his room.

I closed the door behind us as soon as we entered his bedroom. A sudden gasp escaped my lips when he pushed me up against the door. His eyes were darker than usual, and they were filled with nothing but lust.

My arms wrapped around his neck, and his arms wrap around my waist, pulling himself closer to me. His lips immediately connected with mine.

My heart was picking up speed at how hungrily he was kissing me. I felt like crying right now, but I knew I had to do this. I could feel the nervousness inside of me when he started unbuttoning my coat. His lips left mine when he pulled my coat off of me, revealing the little number I was wearing. I watched as he licks his lips, looking me up and down before connecting our lips again.

"Jump," he mumbled against my lips when his hand lifted my leg. I did what he said and instantly wrapped my legs around his waist. I was extremely uncomfortable when I felt his bulge press up against me.

I stayed close when his lips detached from my lips and made their way to my neck.

I jumped a little when he suddenly placed me on his soft bed before climbing on top of me. An unwanted noise emitted from my throat when his lips started trailing towards my chest, but before he could do anything, I flipped us over. I watched as he bit his lip, staring at my chest that was slightly hovering above his face.

My hands slowly moved down his chest and towards the hem of his shirt. I took his black, cotton t-shirt between my fingers and started pulling it upwards, the nail of my thumb slightly grazing his olive-colored skin.

Once his shirt was finally off, I threw it to the side and placed my hands on his chest, slightly rocking my hips back and forward. A low groan escaped the back of his throat as his hands moved up my waist and towards my end, where he started undoing the strings of my outfit. My hand immediately grabbed his wrists and brought his hands back to my hips.

"I want to make this all about you," I whispered in his ear. "I want to make you feel good tonight."

I could hear him gulp as my tongue trailed from his ear, down to his collarbone where I left wet, sloppy kisses. His grip on my hips slightly tightened when I went open-mouthed kisses past his chest and towards his navel. I fingered the waistband of his grey sweats before pulling it down his legs. He helped me by kicking it to the side.

I looked up at him and saw his head falling backward, his breath heavy. His head immediately snapped towards me when I got off of him and started walking towards my coat.

"W-where are you going?" He asked, his voice deeper than I've ever heard it before.

"I'm not going anywhere," I reassured him when his eyes followed me. I watched as he took his bottom lip between his teeth when he watched me pull the handcuffs and blindfold out of my coat pockets before walking back towards the bed and climbing on top of him.

"What are you doing?" He asked, his eyes filled with curiosity as his hands held my waist. My entire lower area was placed on his chest as I tied his right hand to the headboard of his bed before doing the same with the right side.

"You know," I started as I moved down his body, placing my lower region against his growing bulge before beginning to grind on him slightly. "I thought that this relationship could work-" I stopped as I watch his eyes focus on our lower regions that were pressed together. A small smirk played on my lips when I quickly wrapped the blindfold over his eyes. "-but I guess I was wrong."

"Why?" He asked agitated, and I just chuckled, climbing off of him. "Emily, what are you doing? Why are you getting off?" He questioned, his voice uneasy.

"I guess you got half of what you wanted," I stated, causing his lips to pull in a straight line. "And in case things aren't clear to you, we are over."

"Wait. Why?" He asked, hurriedly.

"Well, maybe its because you were just using me for sex," I stated, and I watched as his mouth turned into the shape of an 'o'. "Yeah, I lied about dropping my phone in the bathtub, and yeah, I did hear your little conversation about dating me for sex."

"That was just a joke, Em. Come on, babe, don't do this," he pleaded as he started to struggle. I sighed as I grabbed my coat off the floor and put it on again.

"Goodbye, Zander," I mumbled as I buttoned up my coat and walked out of his bedroom.

"You can't leave me like this" I heard him yell once I reached the front door, but instead of saying or doing anything else, I left.