HOMIESEXUAL ✔️

Part 6

"I don't like Jenna, alright?"

"You sure? Because that's who's gonna be at the soccer event." Mattia told Kairi making the boy silently gasp.

"Seriously dude?! That's who you're trying to look good for?" He struggled against his friend's weight as an ugly feeling ran through his veins like a disease.

Leading straight to his heart.

Mattia's grip on his wrists tightened, starting to get frustrated. Not to the point where it would hurt Kairi but just so that he would stop moving against him. "Yeah, it is. Do you have a problem with that?" He asked, hinting at his previous accusation.

Kairi noticed, rolling his eyes. "I already told you. I'm not fucking interested in Jenna so stop assuming shit." He snapped.

"Well I wouldn't have to if you didn't hide shit from me." Mattia retorted.

"I'm not hiding anything from you."

The boy on top of him stayed silent for a moment, trying really hard not to burst on his best friend. He's always had a problem with saying things without thinking and it's gotten him into a lot of trouble. But he's very rarely had that problem with Kairi, it only happened once actually and Mattia almost lost him because of it. After that he vowed to never let something like that happen again.

"So you not telling me what's up with your feelings is called what then?" He asked after a couple of moments.

"Uh it's called privacy, Mattia." Kairi deadpanned and the younger deeply inhaled. Kairi was definitely testing him today.

Mattia decided to choose his next words carefully because even though the smaller boy talked a lot of shit, he was definitely more on the sensitive side. "So you don't feel like your feelings is something to be shared with me?"

Kairi pursed his lips. He knew Mattia was getting pissed off, he could tell by how his speech was more formal which it never is with Kairi unless, like now, he was upset. That and the he narrowed his eyes at him, almost like he was daring Kairi to say one more thing that would make him angry.

But the boy was stubborn. If he didn't want something to happen, it wasn't going to happen.

"Not these feelings."

Mattia snapped.

"You know what? That's fucking bullshit Kairi! The last time you had a crush you clearly made it known to the whole fucking world that you had caught feelings. Wouldn't stop going on about how pretty and gorgeous she was, all that dumb shit. But as soon I even mention that I might like someone you completely tune me out! Why is that, huh?" He ranted, his face expression turning accusing at the end which made Kairi panicked.

"Why is it that you bash on everyone that I have a crush on?"

"Well to be honest with you, I can't tell if you actually have a crush or if you just think they're cute Mattia." Kairi replied in a blurt, immediately widening his eyes after words.

The pair seemed to have the same problem with saying things without thinking about it first.

"You jealous?" Mattia retorted, trying to make his friend as irritated as him.

"J-Jealous?" Kairi spluttered. "Why the fuck would I be jealous?"

The younger raised an eyebrow. "I don't know..." He got closer to Kairi so that his breath was fanning his face. "You tell me."

Kairi's breath quickened at their close proximity, slightly panicking again. "Please don't make me say it, Mattia." He basically pleaded.

"Say what?"