"Research" (SEQUEL to My Bully My Love) [ZIALL AU] {BoyxBoy} -Discontinued-

Chapter 24

~Νiall's POV~

It happens every week, now. It's been a month since Alejandro always tried to help me to my room and calm me down, after the experiments. Everytime it ended, I felt so...empty. Emotionally empty, but...somehow powerful. I don't know why...

"Niall? Are you feeling okay?" the boy that brought me food said. I couldn't leave my room, after the incident I caused...I destroyed two computers without even touching them, and ripped the leather straps with ease. They had to give me a tranquillizer to get me back to the room. For some reason, I got stronger...maybe it's from the drug they give me? Oh God, what if it's-...no...but what if?

"Y-yeah..." I said, weakly, smiling at him. He was forced to come here, from them... Alejandro once, tried to get him out, but Bobby found him walking, so now, he's just working here...But he mostly brings food to us, the victims. Bobby, has many other prisoners in here, and one by one, were getting killed by this experiment.

I don't know if he plans on killing me too, or if it was just by overdose or something, but it really frightens me. The thought of being killed by some scientists, and never see Zayn again, makes me feel...frustrated. I wanted to scream everytime I felt the needles piercing my skin, and just run away. Run into Zayn's arms. I don't know why, or how, but I lost memory of it. Of it's warmth. For some reason the drug they've been giving me, not only increased my strength, but also decreases my feelings. 

Most of the time I just feel... Numb. Like, nothing is worth anymore. I almost forgot about Louis and Harry one day, when Alejandro talked to me about them. I'm really happy they are engaged, and now are going to college! The are going to Boston College, in  Boston in Lincolnshire, or at least that's what he said. Josh and Liam are doing fine, thinking about college too, Liam is sure about going but Josh not so much, he's still thinking about it...

I hope he decides to go, because it'll be good for him!

Greg and mother are fine too. Greg and Cher have only 3 months until their child is born! I know it's not nice spying on them from the shadows, but...how else am I going to know about how their life is now, without them noticing? I don't know why, but maybe when Alejandro told Zayn about me, he told everyone....

I chuckle a bit, half-hearted. I'm still a bit shaken from today's experiment, after all.

"Uh...okay, I'll leave you alone then..." the boy smiled, and I nodded, smiling back - but not meaning it -. I can't explain it, but sometimes I forget the feelings, and the only feeling I have then is numbness and then fear. What if the drug they give me, makes me a weapon, without emotions? Like...like in these movies where the protagonist fights internally, with himself and in the end, the human side of him wins? 

Suddenly I felt something really weird in the pit of my stomach. It churned and I blinked rapidly, like my breath was uneven. I tried to choke my whimpers as from the bed, I fell on my knees and hands. 

"H-Help!!" I yelled as loud as I could, as suddenly heat fell upon me, like I was burning, but saw no fire. I only helped myself up as I screamed in pain, a weird - and painful- feeling hugged my bones and organs. I felt like hitting myself to make the pain go away-....To numb the pain.

I saw people coming in my room, as I kept screaming and everyone looked at me with a shocked expression on their faces. Along with confusion, and some of them gasped In, horror.

“N-Niall!” Alejandro came into view and he gasped too, in surprise. I screamed again as I felt my head exploding…But no…I still leave, and I still can see…what’s wrong with me?!

“Niall, c-calm down!!” a doctor came in the room, and tried as calmly as she could, calm me down mentally. She crouched down beside me and gently – with gloves on – placed her hands on my shoulders. She hissed in pain, and I flinched, did I hurt her?

“It’s okay, Niall. Please, calm down, or it’ll get worse…” she whispered, and I could see that she was in pain, so I tried to do as instructed.

I breathed in slowly from my mouth, unevenly and breathed out just as uneven from my nose. I closed my eyes and tried to think about Zayn…Zayn, Zayn, Zayn, Zayn!!

“Wow…” someone breathed out and I opened my eyes, and saw over 6 people looking at me with a scared expression. I sighed and sat on the floor, comfortably, as the she doctor, took off her burned gloves. Wait…burned???  

“W-what happened?” I asked, looking at the gloves. She bit her lip and looked away, as Alejandro crouched in front of me too, taking out his phone, still a bit shaken, and then I saw it.

I saw me.

I am horrifying, no wonder the expressions of fear…

I felt my heart race, as suddenly black flames were all over my body, making me flinch at the sight.

I wanted to shout. To scream in pain, but…I didn’t feel it. It is logical that, when someone normal is on fire, they don’t just feel tingly. But  it seems, I’m not normal. Not anymore, at least.

“Niall, are you okay?” Alejandro asked me, with uncertainty in his voice. I couldn’t make my voice come out of my mouth. It was like, I was in desert for ages, and my neck hurts. My lips were trembling, but I didn’t notice that. On the mirror, oh, how did this happen? Why?  My canine teeth were sharper, the black flames were all over me, but it just tingled. My eyes were weird too. They began to be more…multicolored.

I gasped, as I felt a bit dizzy, making my pupils slit for a second.

“Niall!!” I heard voices, but I couldn’t stop looking at the,thing in front of me. That thing is me.

“Niall!! Can you hear me? Niall!!” People called but I just stared right ahead, not even blinking. The canine teeth, the eyes, my hair that went all blonde again – without even coloring it – and I felt numbness. Well, except the shock that is making me want to vomit just by seeing myself, but at the same time, my mind couldn’t even process what is happening.

“Okay, take that mirror from him!!” Someone took the mirror, but the image lingered in my mind.

Someone helped me to my bed, but I didn’t even blink, even after someone – possibly Alejandro – made me lay down and left. All of them.

The image of myself played again and again in my mind..the multicolored eyes, the blonde hair and the teeth.

I’m going to stop with the POV’s changes, because they are confusing…so, yeah. Only Niall for now, and I’m so sorry it took me so long, but we had exams and stuff, and my school is an evening school, so I don’t have time at all. I’m sorry again, because I can’t update that often, I know I disappointed some of you[I don’t even know if you even like the story, like, I don’t see any comments and stuff so I’m not sure if I should even have continued writing it lol]

I’m sorry again but I’m trying to focus on my studies, lol.

I’m sorry again, I won’t promise it won’t happen again bc, let’s face it;p No one ever keeps their promises[unless they are sure they’ll keep it] and I’m not even sure if I can keep it bc school sukzzzz;p

Hope you liked this, please comment if you did, bc when you comment or at least vote, you give me some boost to keep writing. I feel like it is not liked so that’s why I abandoned it a bit…Sorry again…:)