Office 48

Chpt 61: I stopped caring

Anna's POV
Day 35
Maybe I shouldn't have called him again. I should've done this myself instead of him. I paced back and forth and then the door bell rang. I looked through the peep hole and saw Zap. I reached for the door but paused. "Anna I know your in there, you refuse to leave the house. I have what you need, can you let me in??" Zap said. I opened the door slightly. "Let me check" I choked out. "Anna I know how you work, it's been days, please" Zap said. "Let me check" I said almost crying. He gave me the bag and I shut the door locking it. There was everything except the water. my laxatives were there along with everything else I needed. those and pills that make you puke. "Anna I'm not leaving until you open the damn door" zap said. "Zany go away" I said. "Anna I will get the fucking landowner if you don't open the door" zap said. I walked towards the door and unlocked it. I opened it up slightly and he held the case of water. "Anna, I won't judge you. let me in, I was an ass, but I've changed and I hate not seeing you at all" zap said. I opened the door all the way and he walked in. I shut the door and turned around. his eyes widened and his mouth fell open. "You can set it on the counter" I said. "Anna, come with me" zap said as he grabbed my wrist. I pulled back but he was to strong. "Ow, ok ZAP" I yelled as he let go. I held my wrist and he looked down. "Sorry I- I didn't-" "It's fine" I said. he turned on the bathroom light looking at me. "Don't go-" "Christ Anna" he said as I walked towards him. he stepped on the broken glass around the counter and looked at the clear math that led to the bath and the toilet. "Did You break this mirror?" He asked. I nodded. "Let me see your hands" he said walking out. I shook my head no. "Anna what has happened to you? You inhale these pills, whatever they are and you-" he paused walking out and looking at the bag pulling out a container. "ZAP DON'T GO THROUGH MY PERSONAL ITEMS" "Annabella Rose Harris, these are laxatives" zap said as he held them up where I couldn't get them. "I thought these were vitamins or something, not prescription Laxatives" he said as he opened the garbage dispose and started to open a can. "NO I NEED THESE" I screamed as he started to dump them into the sink. I grabbed a knife and he turned around. I held it to my wrist and looked at him. "Anna put th-" "Leave my medication alone" I said. "Put the knife back" zap said walking towards me. I dropped the knife and started crying. "Anna you're out of control" zap said as he headed towards the door. "I'm sorry, Zap please" I said following him. "Find someone else to get your meds" he said as he shook his head. "IM SORRY OK! I HAVE NO ONE!" I screamed at him as he walked outside. "Blaire" zap said turning around. "We haven't spoken since they left" I said. "Then talk to her" he said. "ZAP PLEASE, ILL CLEAN UP THE HOUSE AND DO Anything, just please don't leave me, like everyone else" I confessed. "what do you mean" he said. "Everyone left me" I said. "Never Mind, go ahead and go" I said turning around and heading inside. "Anna" zap said. i turned back. "Next week I'll be here with everything" he said. "Thank you" I said as he drove off again.
Blaire's POV
Day 45
"Arron stop, this isn't working" I said sighing. "I know Blaire, I can stop coming if you want" Arron said. "I think that's the best, until I work out ev-" "No until's Blaire, I have other clients" he said as he got up to leave. i sighed and pulled out my phone. I scrolled to calum's contact. I sighed as I called him. he answered right away. "This is Calum's phone, Alex speaking" the female said. "Is Calum there? This is Blaire" I said. "Yea, hold on" Alex said. "Cal its some girl named Blaire's on the line do yo- ok" I herd Alex giggle. "Blaire. hey, what's up? How's it been there? How's Anna coping? You doing well?" Calum asked. "Do you want to Skype" I asked. "Sure, I'll Skype you" he said hanging up. I quickly opened my laptop and then logged into Skype. his name popped up. I answered it and there he was. "You look so beautiful Blaire" Calum said. "How's it down under?" I asked. "Crap, without you" cal said. "How's Alex and the baby, let me see her!" I said. "Alex had a miscarriage" Calum said looking down. "Cal, I'm so sorry" I said. "We're dealing with it, I forgot how warm it is here. Blaire you have to come visit, how's Anna? Michael said that she isn't answering his calls and she won't answer mine" cal said. "She's isolated herself from everyone" I said. "I'm sorry, so you haven't talked" cal asked. "No not really" I said. I noticed that Calum had plugged his head phones in and was walking. "Should I call you back? You seem-" "I have a surprise, go to your door" cal said. "No way" I said as I ended the call. I ran to the door and at the bottom of the steps was Calum smiling. I ran down the steps and hugged him. he picked me up off the ground and spun around. "I'm here, and so is Michael, he's going to talk to Anna. I'm so happy to see you, it has been hell for me, so I talked with the company and we are to move back here, there's just one thing" Calum paused. "Cal what is it" I asked. "Alex is here with us for a couple weeks" cal said. "I can deal with her for a few weeks" I said. "Well, in the mean time. we have some catching up to do" cal smirked at me as I led him into the apartment. i locked the door and his lips pressed to mine. I missed them so so much. Calum held me close. my arms tugged on his hair and we both pulled back gasping. "Michaels going to see anna?" I asked. "Yeah" Calum said. "Well hopefully he can get somewhere, I have tried, believe me." I said. "Don't talk about anna, lets get this show moving" he said picking me up. he carried my to the bedroom and laid me down on the bed.
Anna's POV
I opened the bottle of pills that were to make yourself puke and took 5. I ran to the bathroom and puked up everything I had binged on. there wasn't much though. I stood up and flushed the toilet. I walked towards the kitchen and I stepped on a piece of glass. "Fuck" I said as I held my foot. I grabbed the first aid kit and took out the glass. a tear rolled down my cheek and then I wrapped it up I walked to my room and looked in the mirror. I lifted my shirt. I am still to fat. If anyone where to see me, they'd be disgusted at how fat I've become. I stepped on the scale. 99.9 pounds. I need to be under 100. I knew this would happen from eating. I walked to the bathroom and stuck my pointer and my middle finger to the back of my throat and gagged myself till I puked. I coughed up everything and then walked to the kitchen. I downed water and sighed. I took a quick shower and then dried off. I looked in the mirror. I looked fat. my phone buzzed and I saw a notification. 'Skip lunch and dinner my darling and then you'll be thinner'
I smiled and shut off the notifications. then my door rang. zap had just dropped off stuff 3 days ago. I was good till next week. I opened my door a little and saw Michael. "An-" I slammed it shut and locked the door and windows. no. Michael can't see me like this. I look awful. Fat. a tear ran down my cheek and I ran to the bathroom. I took more pills and puked again. I had water in the bathroom so I drank that. i wiped my tears away and opened my phone camera. My hair was in a messy bun and it had fallen out. I pulled out the elastic and tied it two times. I looped it a third time but left out a big bun. I felt something coming up my throat and I opened the toilet seat.
Michael's POV
Anna just slammed the door in my face. I took out my key and unlocked the door. quietly I shut my door. I looked around. everything was messed up. I walked forward and my boots stepped on something snapping it. it was glass. I kept walking and looked in Anna's room. the bed wasn't made and clothing was thrown all over. I saw she had the scale out. her TV was on and the volume was low. I ran my finger tips over the end of the bed remembering all the memories that we had. I herd cussing and I turned on my heels walking out. Anna stood in the kitchen trying to open a pill bottle. "Anna" I said smiling. she turned around and dropped the pills that went everywhere. "Shit" she said bending down and picking them all up. I bent down to help her. "NO. I'm fine" she yelled pushing me back. she picked up the pills and set them on the counter. "Zap can you go get new ones" she asked closing her eyes and running a hand through her hair. she opened them and her mouth fell. "M-mic-Michael" she said stuttering a little. "I'm back" I said. "Shit, the house is a mess. why didn't you text me to let me know. I would've picked up and-" "It was suppose to be a surprise" I said. She ran a hand through her hair. "So um, how's Australia been?" She asked looking up. when I saw her eyes it hit me. she looked extremely thin. "Anna have you been eating?" I asked walking towards her. "Yes, I've been working out a-" I picked up the pills and read the title. I felt anger rage inside. "Laxatives?!!? Anna what the hell where you thinking" I said. her eyes watered and she wiped them with her hand. "Michael I-" "You what Anna? Clearly you haven't been eating. is this all you do?! I know you don't talk to blaire and she's worried sick about you. we all are. you haven't answered or call. is this why?" I asked. "Michael I know why you left. you left because I wasn't what you wanted. kelly played it off as a 'business trip' but I know why. I wasn't thin and beautiful. but I'm working on it Michael" she said smiling. "Anna what do you mean? you were beautiful before, I didn't leave you because-" "See! Come with me" she said leading me to her room. she stood on the scale. it read 98.2 pounds. "Annabella Harris! You can't stop eating. you are slowly killing yourself. you need food" I said. "I don't 'need' food Michael. I'm thin and pretty. you can love me now" she said smiling at me. "Pull up your shirt" I said. she did and I saw the outlines of her rib cage. I ran a hand through my hair. "I'm taking you to the hospital" I said. "NO" she said as she pulled down her shirt. "Anna you practically have no skin! You need help" I said taking her hand. "No I don't Michael. get out!" She said. "You have two options. I'll call the ambulance, or you can come with me to the hospital. your choice" I said. "Lets go" she said quietly. I got her in the car and then shit her door. she couldn't get out even if she wanted. it opens from the outside only. "What happened Anna? Why this?" I asked stopping at a stop sign.
Anna's POV
"I stopped caring about myself" I said looking at Michael. his knuckles were turning white from gripping the steering wheel to hard. he bit his lip as he drove. I looked out the window. I knew this would happen sometime.