Office 48

chpt. 64 Michael Stop

Michaels POV

Anna had overdosed and she could be dead for all I know. Blaire and I had just gotten done with sex and then i found that out. Blaire sat next to me. She was trying her hardest to fill the void in my life. But only Anna could fill that void. Nobody else could. I paced around and Zap came out. He spit at me and then walked towards the desk. He was talking to the women and then pointed to us. The women nodded and then he smirked at us and walked to the snack machine. Blaire went after him and I stood waiting. I saw a guard come up and he grabbed me. "You're not welcome in this wing, for disturbance reasons. You must wait in the main lobby" The tall strong man said as he walked me to and elevator and then road down with me. "You don't understand. She is my girlfriend and then Zany came in and claimed that he was with her and he isn't. I just need to know if she is alive or not. Can you please tell me that?" I asked. "If he wanted you to know then you would've known by now. But since you don't, I have a feeling that he doesn't want you to know, Nor will I tell you. It's none of your buisness and i will make sure that you don't come back to this floor. I have guards all around" the guard said. "Does your daughter like 5SOS?" I asked. "My daughter loves them, how do you know about them?" he asked. "I'm in the band, I'm one of the guitar players. Michael. I'll make you a deal. If you tell me if she is alive or if she is dead I'll give your daughter back stage passes, meet and great passes for her and her friends, and tickets in the front of the show, even one of our guards to give her anything she wants. Deal?" I asked. "Deal, get me these passes and I'll tell you" the guard said. I knodded and opened my wallet. I pulled out the passes and the man took them. "She's alive, and she isnt even here anymore. She's home. Happy?" the man asked. I nodded and got in my car. I drove to Anna's and got out. I fixed my shirt and then breathed. I'd never been this nervous before. I knocked on the door and to my luck Anna had opened it. she went to close it but I put my foot in the door. she opened it and then gave me a look. "Give me a minute to put a jacket on" she said shutting the door. She opened it back up and came out with her keys. she shut the door and walked behind the apartment. I followed until we came to a little café area and she slid a card down and unlocked it. we both walked in and she flicked the lights on. she made coffee and I sat at the counter top. "Here" she said handing me it. she got hers and sat across the counter from me. the snow fell outside the doors and I took my jacket off. she removed hers and reveled the tank top she was in. she had a little shrug over it. my eyes wandered to her wrists. she had many blade cuts on her wrists. I took her wrists and turned them. "Micha-" she paused pulling her shrug down over it. "Let me see your wrists Anna" I said. "Michael stop. What did you want to talk about?" Anna asked. "Let me see your wrists, please Anna" i said. "Why?" She asked. "I want to see all the times you needed me and I wasn't there" I said. she pulled up her sleeve and I saw all the marks. I ran my thumb over them and shuttered. "Anna I-" "What's in the past is in the past" she said pulling down her sleeve quickly.

Anna's POV
"Anna being apart from you made me realize how much I need you and ho-" "No Michael. you don't get to come back into my life and screw it up again. I'm struggling but I'm dealing with it. I'm not going to give up the months that I spent dwelling over you up because you claim to be 'sorry.' it's going to take more then a sit down chat to fix what you've broken" I said standing. I headed towards my apartment and I herd Michael follow me. I shut the café door and walked towards my apartment. Michael grabbed my arm and spun me around. he leaned to kiss me and I turned my head. "No, I'm not just a toy. that's not how it is. you don't just use me then get tired and move onto someone else then come back and act like nothing happened" I said. "Anna please give me one more chance and I-" "Like I haven't heard that one before Michael! You'll do something and I'll end up in tears. it's a cycle, you and me. and I'm stoping this one" I said. "Anna I'm not giving up!" Michael said. "Stop Michael, it's been over" I said unlocking my door and walking in. I closed it and locked it. I set my keys down quietly and walked to the kitchen. I grabbed a glass and poured some orange juice. I drank it and then went into the bathroom. I ran warm water and splashed it on my face. I patted it dry and walked out. I changed into my lose clothes and laid in bed with Zap. his arms wrapped around my waist and held me close. he lazily laid his head into the crook of my neck and I closed my eyes.
Michaels POV
The door shut and I felt rage. I got in my car and drove home. I got out and walked into my house. I shut the door and turned around to lock it. I heard Calum thumping down the stairs in his boxers. The scratches down his chest gave me the hint he just got done with sex, probably with Blaire. "Hey, how'd it go?" He asked leaning over the railing. "I got a door slammed in my face" I said. "It'll all blow over. besides, we have tons of fans. anyone who thinks your hot you can fuck without feeling anything. that's what I did. the girls name is Ian. blonde hair blue eyes, big boobs and nice ass. she's perfect for you Michael. I can have her read in a couple minutes" Calum said. "What about Blaire?" I asked. "She was busy tonight, had work to do. hey just don't tell her mate, ok? Follow me" Calum said as he motioned for me to follow him upstairs. I followed him and walked in. Ashton was there as her small gasps filled the room. "I'll call you when she's ready, I need to finish where I was" Calum said shutting the door. I walked down and herd a guitar. I knocked and the door opened. it was Luke playing. "Hey" he said. "Can we talk?" I asked. "Corse" luke said setting his guitar on the floor next to his bed. I sat down and he ran a hand through his hair. "It's-" "Anna I figured, so what's going on?" Luke asked. "She is refusing to talk to me, and I saw the marks on her wrist and she's very kept to herself. Do you think you could talk to her? For me" I asked. "I'll go tomorrow, ok? now can you leave me to write, I'm working on a song for someone" luke said picking his guitar up. "Who?!?" I asked. "This girl, the only thing is, she's sort of dating Calum" Luke said. "You like Blaire?!?" I asked shocked. "She and I talked whilst we were down under. I just feel a connection between us. I want to tell her about Calum. it's not right" luke said. "Do what your gut tells you Luke, go after her. in fact, go to her house right now and talk to her" I said. "At 11:30 in the middle of the night?" He asked. "Don't wait, life doesn't wait for you" I said. the door opened and Calum came in. "She's ready" Calum said as I got up and walked to the door. I smiled at luke and he stared strumming on his guitar. I shut the door and Calum walked with me. "I can get you any girl you want. at shows just show me and I'll get her for you" Calum said. "Ian" Calum called. "Come in" she said. he walked in with me and she started freaking out. Calum left us alone and she calmed down. i pinned her against the wall. "Ian, you are very attractive" I said stroking a piece of hair on her cheek and pushing it behind her ear. "Cal tells me your having problems with Anna, do you want me to help you forget?!?" She asked as her eyes traveled over my body. "I'd love that" I said. then it began. soon both of us were naked and she was moaning and gasping my name. "Screw Anna. Michael you need a real girl like me" Ian said. she flipped us over and started rocking and bouncing. she rolled down her hips against mine and started to do a pattern. "Fuck yes I do" I said as I held her hips down. "Michael" she breathed out. she pulled off then went on again. Her tightness felt good. I knew between ash and I we'd loosen her up. she rocked back and forth and then quickly bounced. she got off and then angled herself back a little. I hit her g-spot and her whimpers filled the room. "That feels so good Mi- mic-" she paused as she let out a huge moan. her muscles contracted as she came down from her high. her moans sent me into mine and I climbed on top of her and road her through mine. we both laid next to each other and then she looked at me. "I think your amazing at singing Michael" she said. "Ian want to hangout more? Your always, and I mean always welcomed here" I said. "I'd love that" she said as she slowed her breathing down.