Chpt 69: Don't you start

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Blaire's POV
Luke was asleep next to me. I slipped out of bed and made a cup of coffee. I sat on the couch and opened my laptop. I set down my coffee on the coffee table along with my Mac book. I logged into Twitter and scrolled through my feed. I looked at the trends and saw #Balumgetbacktogether as a worldwide trend. i furrowed my brows in confusion. I searched for Calum's username. he had tweeted about me.
'I fucked up and completely ruined my chance with the girl of my dreams. Blaire if you see this please, I need you more than anything. Please'
I rolled my eyes. of course he'd do this. he wants attention. I scrolled through my notifications and saw all these tweets.
'Are you going to get back together with Calum?'
'#BalumForever'
'#Balumgetbacktogether'
'You always made Cal so happy'
'He needs you'
'Blaire, are you and Calum a thing now'
'Dump Luke and go to Calum. you won't regret it'
'#leavelukegotocalum'
I was ending this once and for all. I've had enough of this. I put on a shirt and jeans. I slid on nude heels to dress up the look. I grabbed my blazer and slid it on. today was a fairly nice day. I grabbed my key and put on a beanie after brushing my hair. I left Luke a note saying I had unfinished business to do. I drove to Calum's flat and walked up to the door. the door was unlocked and I walked in. "CALUM" I screamed dropping my keys. I walked upstairs and then opened Calum's door. I saw a girl sliding on her combat boots. "Sh, you can go ahead. he hired me" she said as she looked around. she found a 50 with a smiley face on it. she crammed the money in her pocket. "I'll see you- your Blaire?!" she asked. I nodded, "Come in the hallway" I said. she followed me and I shut the door. "How do you kno-" "Calum called me Blaire, he does that with all the girls. he truly misses you, good luck" the girl said as she grabbed her bag from the little stand outside his door and went down the stairs. she shut the door lightly and I walked into Calum's room. I shut the door loudly and he sat up looking around. "Who are you" he asked. I walked forward and hit a bottle. I took out my phone putting on the flash light. I saw empty beer bottles and many other kinds of alcohol bottles scattered all over. "Shit" I said looking around. there were beer cans, beer bottles, wine bottles, a bottle of gin, vodka, almost everything you could think of. "Blaire?!!!!? What are you-" Calum paused standing. "Am I dreaming?" He asked as he stumbled forward. he kicked a can and then looked around as I shined my light around the room. "Lets go downstairs, this isn't the best place" Calum said. "Calum this is a pigsty" I said. "can we go-" "Stay here" I said. "Don't leave!" He said as I walked out. I headed downstairs and Calum came into the hall. he was already drunk. "Blaire please" he said. i walked to the kitchen and then grabbed a garbage bag. I herd a thud and walked around the corner. Calum was lying at the bottom of the stairs holding his stomach. "Christ Calum" I said as I dropped the bag and got down on my knees. "I said stay upstairs, you don't listen" I said. "I thought you were leaving, I'm sorry" he said as he began to cry. "Get up, don't you start" I said. he kept crying and I stood up and grabbed his arm. I put it around my neck and grabbed the bag. "Lets go" I said. there were 18 steps. Calum rested his head on my shoulder crying. his arms went around my waist and he kept crying. "I'm so sorry Blaire, please take me back. I miss you" he cried. "Please Blaire" he let out a loud cry. "Sh" I said trying to calm him down. he let out another cry. Michael came out of his room groaning. "Calum again? It's 6:30 in the morning. Stop with the, Blaire?!?" Michael asked puzzled. "Can you help me get Calum upstairs?" I asked. "Sure, and if you don't mind me asking... What are you doing here at 6:30 in the morning?" He asked. "Calum tweeted again, I needed to talk to him about it" I said. "Again" Michael asked. I nodded and we got him in his room. he sat on the bed and I turned on the lights. Calum covered his eyes and I picked up all the cans and bottles. "I need another bag, stay here" I said as I shut the door. I walked downstairs and then saw Ash. he gave me a smile and I grabbed a bag. "You back with Cal-" "No. I came to talk. his room, it's a huge disaster Ashton. He has c-" "I know, I've tried to clean it and so has Michael but whenever we go in his room he screams at us to get out and throws something" Ashton said. I nodded and headed upstairs. I shut the door and Calum watched as I picked the rest up. Ashton came in and got the bags. Calum looked down at the bed. I sat on it and put my hand in something. it was food. "Get up" I said. he slowly got up and I pulled back the sheets. there was a huge pile of opened food. "Shit" I said. "ASHTON,MICHAEL" I yelled. "NO! Don't let them in" Calum said. "You need help" I said. they came running in and saw the bed. "Christ, Calum what the hell?" Michael said. "He needs a bath desperately. can you guys pick this up please?" I asked. "What are you going to do" Ash asked. "Give him a bath, where is the bathroom" I asked. "Down the hall, give me a second. I can give him clean clothes" Ashton said. he ran to his room and grabbed a black shirt and black skinny jeans with boxers. I took them and ran water. I came back and took Calum's hand. I led him to the bathroom. "Undress" I said shutting the door and locking it. I opened a closet within the bathroom and grabbed a towel. I looked back and Calum stared at me. I sat the clothing and towel on the sink. He stared at me. "Calum what do I need to do? I'm here, but you need to listen to me. You've hit rock bottom I'm afraid. and I feel like it's my fault so it'd be nice if you could work with me, because I haven't heard you speak since I called them in. and if
That's why your not talking then tough shit. you need to look around. You haven't showered in weeks. you reek of sweat and sex. your room is fucking gross. is this all over me? Because if it is you have serious problems. I'm a girl, their is no way I mean that much to you. so much that you stop caring about your hygiene and cleanliness. now please work with me. I'm not leaving until I get answers" I said. I walked over to him and looked him in the eyes. his eyes were blood shot. he hadn't been sleeping either. "Arms up" I said. he put them up and I removed his shirt. I couldn't believe what he said. There's no way in hell that he'd do this because of me. He had on a tank top and I went to take that off. "Blaire, please don't" he said. "Calum what's the worst-" lifted it up and saw burn marks and blade marks. My hand covered my mouth and Calum quickly pulled down his shirt. I calmed down and my hands fell down to there sides. I proceeded to hold out my hand. Calum hastily put his wrist out. I took off the bracelets and there were more marks. I looked at the other one and they were deeper on his right wrist then his left. I took off my beanie and my heels. "Calum" I said running a hand through my hair. "Maybe you should go" he said. "No." I said crossing my arms. Luke wouldn't have to know about this. I paced back and forth. "Why? It's just me, what's so important about me?" I asked. "I-" Calum looked down. "I lied to you. when I said I stopped loving you I never did. I hated myself for allowing you to walk out the door. Luke had no right to tell you about my sexual life. Did he mention what he had done?" Cal said. "He did nothing" I said. "Is that what you think? Because when we went back to Australia he slept with the few girls I hooked up with after. he got one pregnant Blaire. Luke paid her money to keep quiet. I have messages with her on my phone to prove it. I'll even FaceTime her" Calum said as he clicked FaceTime. she answered and smiled. "Hey May" Calum said. "Did Luke want to see the baby?" She asked. "He isn't here, I just wanted to check in" Calum said. "Your so sweet, and she's doing well. I think I'm going to name her Annalise" May said. "That sounds wonderful. so I take it the DNA testing came back" he asked. "It just did, and luke is the father, but not really. I'm keeping quiet. like the deal I had with him" May said. She showed her baby bump and Calum smiled. "She's going to be a big girl!" Calum laughed. "Full of talent, like her daddy" May said. "I'll let luke know the results" cal said. "Thank you, I've called him many times and he won't answer. I even made it an unknown caller. he isn't answering" may said. "Alright, I'll let him know. Well I'll let you get some rest. bye May" Calum said. "Bye cal" she said ending the FaceTime. He looked at me and I shook my head. "no" I said in disbelief. "He made us not tell. I started this because it was eating away at my insides. you were so happy with him and he didn't even care. I'm sorry fo-" "Calum" I said. "What?" He asked. "Kiss me" I said. "Really?!?" He asked. I nodded and then he walked towards me kissing me. my hands went to his hair and his went to my waist. his breath was actually not bad. he had mint gum in his mouth. He pulled back for a minute. "I always take care of my teeth. there my pride" he said. I laughed and then kissed him again. he pushed me against the bathroom counter and lifted me up setting me down. he unbuttoned his pants and dropped them. I pulled down my bottoms and took my underwear off with them. Cal opened a draw and grabbed a condom waisting no time. he put it on and pulled me close. I wrapped my legs around him and he removed my blazer along with my shirt and bra. he thrusted in and my legs went around his waist. his hands roamed all over my body. I missed his size. he picked me up and laid me in the bath he thrusted and I raked my nails down his back.
Anna's POV
I had called Blaire a couple times. Luke paced nervously. "Did she leave a note or anything?" zap asked. "No, well she left this" Luke said handing me the note. "Unfinished business, oh my god" I said as I checked Twitter. Calum had tweeted again to Blaire. "Zap you stay here. I know where she went, I'll be right back" I said getting my cozy pull sweater on. "Is she safe?" Luke asked. I nodded and kissed Zap goodbye. I drove to Calum's and walked up the side walk. the door was unlocked like normal and I walked in. I set my keys down and took a look around. Ashton turned and raised a brow. "Anna? Did Michael cal-" "No. I came for Blaire" I said looking around. I started upstairs and Ashton grabbed my wrist. "Let go!" I yelled. "Anna this is not a good time. she finally got him out of bed. he's been there for weeks, maybe even a few months. he refused to leave his room. now he's up and we cleaned his room. she's giving him a bath" ash said. "He's a big boy, he can clean himself" I said as I started up the stairs again. Ashton got in front of my blocking my way. "Ashton don't make me hurt you" I said. "You can't even make a punch let a-" he paused as I decked him in the face. I had been boxing lately. it really paid off. I dragged him into there living room and walked upstairs. I opened the bathroom door and Calum was grunting as he thrusted into Blaire. she wasn't resisting either. I widened my eyes and closed the door softly. I turned and headed down the steps trying to get Calum's naked ass out of my head. I grabbed my keys and headed out the door. I saw Michael waiting by my car. "Came for Blaire-" "I didn't come for you Mich- wait your not going to-" "Anna I know I was a push over and I hurt you. but can we start fresh, as friends? Maybe? Only if you wanted to" Michael said. I was tired of fighting. "Yes" I said. "I understand that you don't want to- wait you mean it" he asked. "So I take it you have the wrong car Mr.??" I said. it took Michael a minute to catch onto what I was getting at. "It appears so, sorry about the trouble. I'm Michael" he said. "Its no trouble, and I'm Annabella, but you can call me Anna" I said holding out my hand. we shook hands and then Michael smirked. "You should let me take you out for coffee sometime, I know this great little café round the corner past Marcy's beauty salon. what do you say?" He asked. "As a date?" I asked. "Only if you want it to, I was hoping I could get to know you some more, -" Michael paused pretending to forget my name. "Anna" I said. "Ah that's right, Anna. well I'll see you at the café Saturday at noon" he said. "I'll see you then" I said as Michael walked towards the house. I got into my car and then realized the load of shit I'd gotten myself into.

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