Office 48

Chpt 43: I miss you

Blaire's POV

I wish I could thank Anna. Calum laid asleep next to me and I got up. I walked to the kitchen and my phone kept blinking. I checked it and Michael texted me. 'Anna tried to kill herself because of what happened with Luke. Ashton got to her before she did anything. I am awake now and she's asleep in her bed with Ashton with her' my whole face dropped. she didn't even call me. Michael texted again and explained more. she was afraid that she'd ruin Calum and mines fixed relationship. I told Michael I was coming and he responded with don't. she was asleep and perfectly ok. Michael wasn't supposed to tell me so now I have to act like nothing happened. I ran a hand through my hair. she knows that I'm here for her, so why the hell didn't she call? I kicked a chair and a tear rolled down my cheek. I herd feet patter from the room. I cried and then wiped tears away. "Blaire stop" Calum said as he held my arms. "She could've died, she knows she can talk to me, why didn't she cal? I would've been there in a heart beat" I cried. I couldn't control my sobs and they poured out. Calum held me and my knees gave. we both fell to the ground. cal was on his knees and he was holding my head to his chest. "What's really going on Blaire? you'd get pissed over this, not cry" cal said. "Anna, she was raped Calum. I should've gone with her or done something. I was to busy trying to make you jealous to see that. he said he'd get back and I didn't think he'd hurt Anna. I'm so fucking stupid" I cried. "Don't say that Bay, it's not your fault. I shouldn't have let her go. she was my responsibility and I should've gone sooner. don't blame yourself for something you didn't do" Calum said. I looked up at him. "You didn't d-" "Let's get you in bed" he said as he picked me up. "I need to pee, I'll be back" he said as he walked out.

Calum's POV

I shut the bathroom door and I broke. I locked it and tears formed fast. she was my girl, I was suppose to keep her safe. I failed and I can't blame anyone but myself. I took out my pills and saw the blade. I lied to Anna, recovery is the hardest fucking thing to do. 1 and a half years I've been clean. I turned the blade back and forth. it wasn't worth it. I put It back and in the cupboard. I should've seen this coming from Luke. all he's ever wanted was Anna. he told me that the day we saw her for the first time. I was so angry. I had all this rage and when I was punching him I felt good. he deserved it, all of it. I had to help Anna. She needed Michael and he needed her. I stood up and wiped my eyes off. I walked out and Blaire was siting with coffee. I smiled and kissed her forehead and sat down. "I love you, you know that right?" I said. "Calum you don't have to tell me every single second. I know you do, and I love you" she said. "Well, our next mission together" I paused and bay finished. "Get Mina back together" she said. "Let's do it" I said slapping her hand. we went to bed and then got up for the day. "Blaire time to get up" I said. she rolled over and covered up more. I knew just how to get her up. I pulled off the covers and she groaned. "Wakey wakey" I said. she flipped me off and I looked at her. she was in my tee shirt. her legs were bare. I got up on my elbow and slid off the bed. I pulled her underwear off and she flailed her legs around. I climbed up and blew on her heat. I pulled her knees and she groaned. I put a finger in and curled it up just how she likes it. "Fuck Calum" she said fisting the sheets. I pulled my finger out and smirked a little. "Morning sunshine, the earth says hello" I said kissing her forehead. "Fuck you" she groaned. "That's your job babe" I said. I walked out and she removed my shirt. she pulled down my boxers and led me to the bed. She grabbed a condom and road me like a horse.

Anna's POV

I got dressed well Michael waited for me along with Ashton. I came out in my back skinny jeans and a nirvana tee shirt. I had on a beanie to cover my bed head. I has loose curls and my covers on. I are breakfast and Ashton left to head to work. Michael drove me and we road in silence. "I miss you" he said bluntly. "Michael were not doing this" I said as he parked the car. "Anna please le-" I got out and shut the door. I shook my head no. I put my bag on my shoulder and walked in. I took the elevator up and Michael grabbed it and opened it up. We road in silence and Michael walked towards the button. "No" I said. the door opened and I walked out. Elena went to kiss Michael and he pushed her away. I kept walking and Blaire grabbed my arm pulling me into a supplies closet. "So how are things with you and Prince Charming" she asked. "There's nothing going on, I'm happy alone right now" I said as I headed towards the door. blaire stood in front of it. "You helped me and Cal so I'm going to help Mina get back together" she said clapping. "I'm not in the mood Blaire" I said. "I knew you'd be like this so" she paused and shut the lights off. the door was opened then shut. The light was flicked on and michael was shaken up. I banged on the door and then I herd a click. "Until you two clear the air you're not leaving" Blaire said. "Calum?!? seriously?" Michael yelled. "Sorry mate" he said. "You just need to talk out your problems, I don't care if you guys don't date. just be friends again. until you do I keep this key" Blaire said. "Then we'll be stuck in here a while" I said pressing my back to the wall. "I have work to do" Michael said. "Like I don't? if you remember I was here a while before you showed up" I barked. "Play nice" Blaire said through the door. "This is ridiculous" I said. "I agree" Michael said. "Where do we begin Anna?" he said sitting down.