Never again (Quinntana)

Chapter 5 - Santana

[A.N.] Hello again! I have taken time these last few days to figure out exactly what I wanted for this story, as I feel that so far it was lacking content. Therefore, there might be a bit of editing in the following days.

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That had been it. The final straw. This girl, this Quinn, was her Lucy.

Quinn was Lucy. Lucy was Quinn.

Lucy was back.

Santana should have been ecstatic. That was what she'd wanted all along.

But instead, her heart was slowly sinking towards her stomach.

I didn't want that. I didn't want that.

Didn't you, though? You wanted Lucy to come back.

Now she had, and Santana wasn't so sure that that was what she had really wanted.

Yes, she had wanted Lucy to come back.

Lucy, not this twisted version of her that didn't even have the same name. Plus, Santana had never imagined her return like that.

She had wanted Lucy to come back for her. More than anything, she had wanted their friendship back.

But Lucy had never been her friend. She had never cared about her.

Santana was convinced of that now.

If she had cared, she would have stayed.

If she had cared, she would have called.

Written a letter.

If she had cared, she would have left her address. But she didn't. 

She didn't. 

She left you behind, without a second thought. Without so much as an explanation.

So, don't you think she cared.

Don't you dare hurt yourself like that.

Erase her from your life.

Quinn or Lucy, it doesn't matter. Just act like you never knew her.

In a sense, she had never known her. All this time, Santana had nurtured the thought that they were friends.

But it was only in her head. Obviously.

Because now Lucy was back, and she hadn't even told her.

Why would she tell you?

She left you behind. Like an unwanted toy. Like a sticky paper. Like garbage.

So, of course, she won't tell you she's back. She wouldn't want you to bother her with your presence again.

She's forgotten you. Completely.

Why can't you do the same?

Because I care, screamed Santana's heart.

Well, don't. Because Lucy is no more.