"Give her to me and leave," said Ian. "I would never hurt her and would never do anything to her to make her hate me...The fact that she does..." he added trailing off. Ian took ⨊ from ℥enji before he could reply. "I don't think she would want you to be here interfering in her personal life," said Ian. "Besides she will call you or leave me if she truly hates being with me," he added. After glancing at ⨊ and seeing that she didn't fear or avoid Ian, ℥enji left them alone and closed off the place so that the others couldn't listen in on their conversation. However, he kept a close eye on ⨊'s feelings through the connection.
⨊ sensed herself being held by someone. But she didn't need to see or feel to know who it was. ⨊ pushed Ian away. But considering the state she was in, it was like she was gently touching him. "Do you hate me that much?" asked Ian watching ⨊ trying to push him away from her. Knowing that she couldn't hear him. ⎨⨊. It's me.⎬ wrote Ian on the back of ⨊'s hand. ⎨Your Ian.⎬ he added.
⨊ froze when she felt what he wrote but dismissed it. Since she thought there was no way Ian could become her Ian again. "⨊ please let me explain my self at least. Punish me however you want. But please don't abandon me. Don't leave me. PLEASE," yelled Ian holding ⨊ in a tight embrace not allowing her to leave him, no matter how much she struggled.Though it hurt him to hold her with such force, he also remembered how much it hurt her when he loosened his grip on her. He buried his head in her neck and held her with a tight grip. Pleading with her to hurt him, even ignore him but to allow him to stay with her.