"⨊ I would never..." ⧚If you notified me that you didn't want to leave with that person, then I could help you escape them.⧚ said ⨊ interrupting Ian. ⧚℥enji is this the worst state I've been in?⧚ asked ⨊. ⧚No, there were times when we had to hold you down and hurt you to help you. We even had to cut you open to treat you. Even watch over you as you injured yourself as a way to protect you.⧚ said ℥enji understanding what ⨊ wanted him to describe to Ian.
⧚There were times when we had to watch you get hurt or even hurt you personally to prove to others that you meant nothing to us...It wasn't just you who had to prove we meant nothing to you.⧚ said ℥enji in a heavy voice. ⧚Tell me Ian, can you watch me hurt myself quietly or would you go running to get help? In turn alerting my opponents of my situation and my whereabouts. Can you slice me open to help me remove an object that's hurting me or would you hand me over to ℥enji or ௹enji? Or wait until they arrive? Would you be able to hide and watch me getting hurt, then follow me and help me? Or try to help me, getting wounded or killed in the process and leaving me to fend for myself. If you're going to let go of me so easily then there is no use staying by my side. You wouldn't be able to stay by my side or help me in any form if you cannot even handle something as petite as me getting hurt.⧚ said ⨊ in a cold voice.
⧚Do you think physical pain is the only pain I feel? Do you think handing me over damaged me in any other form?⧚ asked ⨊ in a cold voice. ⧚Do you want me to show you how much you broke me by thinking about handing me over?⧚ asked ⨊ with her golden eyes radiating for an instance.
Ian wanted to say something but was surprised by an intense amount of pain that felt like the original him was being shredded into innumerable pieces. It wasn't physical pain, but one that destroyed the soul, the original him.
