⧚Who?⧚ came ⨊'s real voice. ⧚It's me ℥enji.⧚ he said. ⧚And I brought Ian along.⧚ he added. ⧚Why?⧚ ⧚Cause I have no right to say what happens in your life and its better if he hears it straight from you, what you want.⧚ said ℥enji. ⧚He probably wants to escape seeing me in this damaged state or wants to toss me to someone else since he doesn't want to harm me by touching me.⧚ said ⨊ in a cold voice.
"⨊ let me help..." ⧚Help? Didn't you want to let go of me cause your grip on me was hurting me? How can you help me when you're scared of causing me pain? How can you treat my wounds if you're scared of hurting me? Or did you want to hand me over to ℥enji or ௹enji? Or a doctor perhaps or someone who pretends to be my friend? Or someone who insists that they can help me?⧚ said ⨊ with her atmosphere changing. Allowing her to hear and see Ian.
"⨊...I wasn't going to let go of you...I just thought about it..." ⧚That was enough. Even if it was merely a thought for a split second. It's enough for me to leave you.⧚ said ⨊ interrupting Ian. ⧚Did you know I can never hold onto anyone? Even if I may care about them and want them to remain with me, I can never hold onto them. I can never have anything belong to me or insist that something is mine. The moment someone says they want to leave me I have to let them go. Even if I don't want to.⧚ said ⨊ with in cold tone.
⧚You're probably thinking about the time I said you were mine when I was in a childish state. But tell me who would believe a kid if they said something or someone belonged to them? Besides even if I said that it didn't mean that I could hold onto you. If someone wanted to take you away from me or if you wanted to go then I would have had to let you leave. No matter what I may desire.⧚ said ⨊.
