⧚Let go of me.⧚ said ⨊. ⧚⨊.⧚ yelled Ian when he was forced to let go of her. He tried to hold her again, but was repelled by the barrier she placed around herself. He saw her eyes turn golden. ⧚I'm SORRY, I let go of you. Punish me, torture me, hurt me in any way you want. But please allow me to be with you. PLEASE.⧚ pleaded Ian. ⧚Why would I have someone near me who would let go of me that easily? Who could betray me in an instant?⧚ asked ⨊ in a cold voice. ⧚Didn't I tell you? You don't belong in my world,in my life.⧚ she added.
⧚You were the one who first held onto me, however you were also the one who let go of me. I was content to watch you live your life and watch you from afar. Watch you get on with your life, have a partner, get married. Have kids and experience the normal life.⧚ said ⨊ getting upset. ⧚You held onto me, embraced me when you didn't even know me. Called me your...You were the one who entered my life. I may have been around you and watched over you, but I never intended to get close to you in any form or enter your life in any form.⧚ she added.
⧚⨊ do you really think I could ever do something like that? Even when I didn't remember you I had no interest in anyone and was a recluse. When I met you I felt as though I found myself even though I didn't remember anything and was still asleep. I was an idiot when I wasn't awake but my feelings for you were real. They were my feelings for you. The stupid thing was that I was reluctant to show you how I truly felt. Cause I didn't want to scare you away.⧚ said Ian in a heavy voice. ⧚Just like when I first met you on the tour. And when I met you as Kian. My feelings for you were so strong that I was terrified cause I hadn't spent enough time with you as Adrian and when I remembered you I was scared that you hated me for leaving you alone. I knew that you wouldn't believe me if I told you I've always loved you.⧚ he added.
