Her Silent Cries

Chapter 11

Darrien/Dazzy stoped and looked at me
Me:Dazzy!!
Her:Sister in law(Gives me a tight hug)wassup what did my stupid brother do now because I know that look
Me:uhm dazzy did he post anything on Saturday
Dazzy:Hmm I cant quite remember oh yea!!(Opens her mouth while covering it with her hand and she quickly takes out her phone)He posted this and I thought you saw it but I screenshoted just in case (Shows me a picture of Treezy making out and looking all cozy with a girl)
Me:The nerve he even posted and blocked me from seeing it that Bastard!!(Looks up to face Dazzy)Thanks can you please send me that snap okay
Her:Yea sure
I walk off before she even gets a chance to say anything else.My mind is totally out of place and I'm just walking looking down at my feet I mean how could he?Why don't I hate him?Why am I not mad I'm supposed to be fuming but here I am just numb my thoughts are disturbed when thabang holds me
Thabang:How does one walk without looking where they are going
Me:Thabang please not today
Thabang:Can I atleast get a chance to talk to you
Me:(Stares into his grey eyes) sure why not (sighs)
Thabang:You look a bit down wassup
Me:That's a story for another day khuluma(Talk)thabang
Thabang:I know you think I've been avoiding you for the past few days and I only did that because of busi
Me:Busi
Thabang:(Chuckles)Yea my crazy ex girlfriend she saw me with you this other day and she told that if she were to see you again with me she would stab your ass and I didn't take her threat lightly cause she does stab people
Me:(With my eyes wide open)So wtf are you doing next to me right now you tryna get my ass killed
Thabang:No relax I spoke to her and she won't do anything to so....
Me:So...
Thabang:Hauw Nonie I'm not gonna say it cause you know what I want
Me:What do you want
Thabang:I want you
I remove myself from his grip and stare at his face blankly this niggah wants me to be his girl am I ready to be a trap queen?But then again Treezy screwed me over so fuck him
Me:Yes I'll be your girlfriend
Thabang:Forreal baby girl
Me:(Laughing)Yea forreal baby boy
He embraced me in a big hug and kissed my forehead
Me:Well it's my first time dating a niggah that carries a knife on school premises
Thabang:And it's my first time dating fresh meat
I laugh and he walks me to class and I'm late because of him but he has his way around teachers so I didn't get into that much trouble
The Bell Rang and that was the last period so it was time for us to go home
I walk out of class with my coloured friend Alexus feeling drained as ever
Alexus:So you dating Thabang now
Me:So you dating Vano now
Vano and Thabang were rivalry gangs cause Vano also sold weed at school so they didn't really see eye to eye so whenever I went to Thabang Alexus had to keep her distance and When she was with Vano I had to keep my distance
Alexus:I guess we both Trap Queens now
Me:I guess so too
Our conversation is interrupted by Thabang hugging me from behind Thabang was pretty chilled when Alexus was around he never acted shady I said my goodbyes to Alexus and walked off with Thabang we made a stop to where his gang was he said he needed to do a couple of things.Im not gonna lie I was hella scared...Thabangs gang was really scary and they called Mami
Guy1:Mami busi hasn't tried stabbing your ass yet?
Me:No not yet
Guy2:Don't worry we got your back thou
Me:(Smiling awkwardly)Thabang you done
Thabang:Yea lets go
We walked to a park nearby the school and sat there together while he pulled a joint and started smoking
Me:(Coughing because the smell was too strong) Do you always smoke weed
Him:Yea do you wanna try it (Handing the joint over)
Me:(Takes the joint and takes 1 pull and that shit burns my fucking throat I start coughing uncontrollably while Thabang laughs at me while rubbing my back ..My breathing is finally back to normal)I'm never smoking ever again
Him:You can't pull baby girl that's why that shit got to you
Me:How do you do it then
Thabang showed me how to do it and I finally got a hang of it I enjoyed the plug and that's when my stoner days would soon begin and the dangers of dating a drug lord...