Her Silent Cries

Chapter 25

Jay:Wait listen babe I see a future with you okay that's why I've already kinda planned our future
Me:No you are fucking crazy who the(Looks at Xavier)Fudge!!!buys a house we not even married
Him:But we will get married
I just can't do this with Jay right now I stand up from the table and signal for Xavier to come with my hand he follows me and I run him a bath while packing his clothes
Me:Xavier hurry we gotta leave soon
Him:We going to South Africa
Me:Yes
Him:Ohhh mommy?
Me:(I go up to the bathroom door)Yes baby
Him:Do you think I'll fit in
Me:Yes and besides even if you don't I love you to the moon and back okay baby and with those eyes and me being your mommy South Africa will be all over you babe
He giggles and splashes the water I leave him playing in the water and go take a shower I step out of the shower wrapping myself in a towel while looking for an outfit Jay walks in and stands behind me holding my waist
Jay:Im sorry
Me:What are you apologizing for exactly giving Xavier your surname enrolling him into a school running my whole fucking life for me canceling my flights hmm what jay?
Jay:But babe you work a lot so I figured I should just take over and let you enjoy this mini holiday
Me:Jay I'm not used to that okay I'm used to being my own boss and(He cuts me off with a kiss again I swear this niggah enjoys doing this nxa)Jay stop
Him:Allow me to properly apologize(He runs his hands down my back and my towel drops to the floor leaving me naked)
He turns me around to look at him while he admires my body.He swiftly picks me up and I wrap my legs around him he places me on top of my dresser as he goes down on me the pleasure starts kicking in when Xavier knocks on the door
Xavier:Mommy I'm done can you do my hair(Fiddling with the door handle)
Me:(Wide eyes)Babe did you lock
Him:(Wide eyes)I think so
I get off the table and quickly wear my gown just in time as the door opens and my blue eyed baby walks in holding a comb
Me:Which hairstyle do you want
Xavier:I don't know mommy make me look cute
Jay walks over to Xavier and picks him up
Jay:You need a chiskop because my baby can't be doing your hair everyday(Tickles Xavier)
Xavier:Chiskop what's that?
Me:He wants you to go bald baby but I won't allow that come here
Jay puts him on the high chair and I decide on plaiting him 6 lines after I'm done he looks like the cutest gangsta ever
Xavier:Daddy can we go for ice cream while mommy finishes up
Jay:(He looks at me with Lust)Daddy needs to help mommy finish up
Me:No he doesn't(smirking)Go for ice cream I'll finish up
Jay:Nonie I'll get someone to take him I just need 15 mins
Me:I don't trust strangers with my baby now go Jay
He looks at me with puppy eyes and leaves the room with Xavier after I'm done I tidy up the place and grab a smoothie while waiting for these two to come back.My phone rings and it has no caller ID
Me:Hello
Him:Hey uhm it's Sethu long time I know
Me:Sethu like high school broke my heart Sethu
Sethu:I was still young back then but yea me
Me:Oh wassup
Sethu:I miss you bro and I've been seeing you on Tv lately so I was wondering if we could do coffee sometime next week
Me:Okay I'll check my schedule to see where I can fit you in then
Him:Yea and uhm Nonie you do know I never stopped loving you right
Me:***Inner thoughts(Nazo)Yea uhm bye
I hang up and the door knob twists Xavier walks in carrying a human sized teddy bear my baby can't even see where his going
Me:What's all of this
Xavier:Daddy got it for you
Jay walks in holding a board that says I'm sorry next minute people walk in filling the hotel room with flowers my favorite to be precise they filled up the whole Tv room that's how much flowers Jay bought
Me:Baby you do know we leaving right where am I gonna place all this
Him:We leave it here just forgive me
Me:Of course I go up to him and stand on my tippy toes while kissing him
Xavier:Eww get a room you two
Me:(Laughing) shut up you do have a smart mouth
Jay:I told you anyway family we have to go like pronto okay
Me:Yea I was done packing the bags so let's just load them in the car
We load everything in the car and I leave the key at reception and we head out to the private jet.This jet is spectacular it's so classy I'm starting to think Jay sells drugs what does this guy do I mean look at this his wealthier than I am bro
Jay:I don't do drugs so stop thinking about that
Me:I wasn't
Jay:I know you were
I sigh and get on the plane with Xavier in my arms Xavier immediately falls asleep when the jet is in the air this little boy was getting heavier by the day I swear
Me:Jay please take him his so heavy and his pressing down on me his making me feel nauseous
When jay removes him I stand up and hurry to the toilet when I get there I immediately start vomiting jay knocks on the door
Me:Come in
He walks in and holds my hair so that it doesn't get in the way and he rubs my back while I vomit some more once I'm done I stand up rinse my mouth and go sit down feeling dizzy
Me:Can I have some cranberry juice
Jay:Sure
He brings me the juice with some sleeping pills
Jay:This will make you feel better
Me:Thanks
He stares at me while I'm drinking the pills
Me:What?
Him:I think your pregnant
Me:With whose baby
Him:Mine of course
Me:And how would you know
Him:We didn't use protection.....