Her Silent Cries

Chapter 32

Still Jays Pov
I wake up the next morning and go take a quick shower I've moved out of Nonies house I figured I should give her space when she gets discharged today hopefully after I take my car keys and drive off to teddys house I'm going to pick up Xavier and take him to Nonies house plus her moms there so he will be taken care of
I arrive outside and Xavier comes running out with his teddy bear in his one arm
Me:Hey careful you gonna fall
Xavier:Am I going to see mommy today(Smiling)
Me:Probably(Smiling)
Teddy walks out and I thank her for everything then drive to Nonies place.Nonies mom and Xavier instantly hit it off there was no awkwardness or anything like that
Me:Okay well guys I gotta get going
Xavier runs up to me and hands me his teddy bear
Xavier:Give this to mommy okay
Me:Okay baby can daddy get a kiss
Xavier:eww giving me a fist pump
Me:(Pouting)Oh because I'm a guy
Xavier:Yes daddy(Laughing) now go
I head out and drive to the hospital I hope she's atleast watching Tv today I walk in and buy a bunch of balloons then walk to her ward.I find her sitting in the same position I found her in yesterday and she's still staring out the window
Me:I'm starting to think you see hot guys pass by that window
Nonie:...
Me:So uhm I heard you getting discharged today you probably thrilled I know how hospital beds can be
Nonie:....
Me:Do you wanna speak about the rape
I see her body tense up and she starts pulling on the hospital sheets
Me:Hey relax I'm sorry baby it's okay I'm sorry(Giving her a tight hug)
She stands still as if she's waiting for me to release her from my arms
Me:I'll come pick you up later please don't starve our baby okay I love you
Nonie:...
Me:Oh and uhm I was told to give you this (Handing her the teddy bear Xavier gave me)I guess I'll see you later then.I  turn to walk out when I finally hear her voice
Nonie:It smells just like him
I turn around shocked and rush over to her side
Me:Baby what did you just say(Smiling)
Nonie:How is he (She has a husky voice because she's been quiet for too long)
Me:(Tears forming)His good baby I dropped him off at your house your moms there to take care of him(She turns to look at me and since she's been here I can finally say that she's alive her eyes are back to their normal colour I can feel her aura now
Nonie:I want to see him(Staring at me)
Me:Sure I can go get him now if you want
She nods and looks out the window again
Me:I'm glad you finally spoke baby
Nonie:....
Me:Thanks for giving me hope
Nonie:I want out
Me:Out?
Nonie:I'm done with you
Me:Wait what Nonie look at me
She blankly stares out the window I sigh and walk out it's pointless anyway