Her Silent Cries

Chapter 40

NONIES POV
I wake up to Octavias cries over the baby monitor this is a bit unusual waking up to a baby crying but the feeling is just so nice I quickly go check on him only to find Jay already there
Jay:Go back to bed his probably hungry I'll feed him and put him to rest again
Me:You sure?
Jay:Yes I can handle this Go get some sleep baby
I walk over to him and plant kisses on his face this guy is the sweetest human being ever
Me:I love you
Jay:I love you too
I head back to bed and minutes later I feel strong arms around me we both keep quiet the silence is peaceful we both maintain the silence but a lot is being said
Jay:(Kissing my shoulder)I missed this
Me:(turning to face him)I missed this too
His face turns bright as he starts kissing on my neck
Me:Wait Jay stop
Jay:What ?
Me:Did you have sex with her?
Jay:...Yes
Me:I want you to go get tested I don't want your ass bringing diseases here
He gives me a death stare because he was already in the mood and his dick was ready to work
Jay:When are you gonna start planning the wedding
Me:I don't know I'll call my assistant I still wanna bond with Octavia
Jay:oh okay baby
Me:Take me to your warehouse tomorrow
Jay:You for real I can get someone to do it babe
Me:I wanna do it myself
He shrugs and rolls on the other side of the bed and soon I doze off too
The Next Morning *****************
I wake and check my time only to find out that it's 6:30 it's still super early I mean everybody is asleep I go downstairs and start preparing for breakfast because Ausi is still asleep after I'm done I get Xaviers school clothes ready and go check up on Octavia.
I walk in and his still sleeping
Me:Hello Baby(Playing with his hair) I think ima become obbessed with you I can't believe you came outta my tiny winy vagina(smiling)You know mommy has a great urge to wake you up right now so I can see your gorgeous eyes but you look so cute...
I take out my phone and instantly start taking snaps of him his so adorable.I decide to go live on insta while I'm in his room and the fans fall inlove with him I think they might just find him cuter than Xavier.
I end the live video and decide to call up my bestfriend I know it's early but hey
Phone call*****
Me:Hello(Whispering)
Joy:(sleepy voice)Why you whispering?
Me:Because I'm in Octavias room
Joy:But it's not like his there boo but if you bring in his room gives you closure then sure
Me:Just come meet your godson today
Joy:Yep she's lost it okay babe I'll come
Me:(smiling)Don't pass out when you see him
Joy:(being sarcastic)Sure
I end the call and Octavia starts wiggling
Me:You up?
He opens his gorgeous eyes and frowns
Me:What's wrong baby
He looks at me while frowning and opens his mouth signaling that his about to cry
Me:(picking him up)oh my baby askies are you hungry?
I sit down and take out one of my tits I promised myself I would never breastfeed but right now I just wanna feel close to my baby
He sucks on my nipple as I gently rock him back and forth
Jay:(sleepy voice)So now his sucking my tit
Me:(smiling)How long have you been standing there
Jay:Not too long(Walking over to my side)
Me:Jay is this really happening?
Jay:Yes it is baby and we getting married in a couple of months
Me:It all feels like a dream
Jay:(giving me a kiss on the forehead)well it's not
Me:How long will this happiness last?
Jay:I don't know baby but it's always gonna be my duty to keep that smile on your face
Me:(smiling)I love you jay
Jay:I love you too Nonie
We both look down at Octavia as he continues sucking my nipple
Me:I wanna go freshen up can you burp him and change his diaper if he made a mess?
Jay:Yea sure plus his tiny dick amuses me
Me:(laughing)You weird
Jay:I'm your weirdo
I head to my room leaving Jay with Octavia and quickly freshen up then head to Xaviers room cause it's time to get up
Me:(Kissing his forehead while brushing his hair back)Wakey wakey my blue eyed baby
Xavier:(slowly opening his eyes with a smile on his face)Morning mommy
Me:How are you baby scoot over so mommy can cuddle with you
Xavier:(Moving over)
Me:(Cuddling with him)So it's quite cold today you wanna go to school still?
Xavier:Yes I have to see Britney
Me:Britney who the uhm ..Fudge is that?
Xavier:(giggling)Some girl in my class she's really pretty mom and she has green eyes
Me:She a white girl?(American accent)
Xavier:(smiling)Yes
Me:(smiling)Oh okay let's get you ready for Britney then Mr but before you take a shower I wanna do your hair first
Xavier:Travis Scott style
Me:That's the only hairstyle you look good in so ..
Xavier:(frowning)I look good in all of them don't I
Me:(pouting)Yes you do baby mommy was just pulling your leg
Xavier:How's Octavia? yesterday  while everybody was sleeping I sneaked in his room and read him a bedtime story then kissed his forehead
Me:Really(Tickling him)you are such a good big brother
Xavier smiles and hands me the comb and I start doing his hair once I'm done I give him some privacy as he takes a bubble bath
Me:Xavier baby whens your birthday?
Xavier:This month
Me:April 7th right
Xavier:(smiling)yes mommy
I close the bathroom door and walk downstairs to make myself a smoothie
My phone rings and it's the security company
Me:Yes?
Security:Uhm mam somebody who claims to have important news for you is here
Me:Oh uhm okay let them in
A few minutes later my doorbell rings I open the door and find lubonke standing there
Me:Lulu what are you doing here
He moves me out of the way and sits down on my couch making himself home
Me:Kanti why does everyone do as they please in my house what are you doing here so early
Lubonke:I missed yo(His cut off by jays voice)
Jay:Babe I think he wants his mom now(He stops in his tracks when he sees lubonke)
Jay:Babe please hold Octavia
Me:Nope I won't cause I know his the only thing stopping you from attacking lubonke right now
Jay:Bro please get out
Lubonke:I came to Nonie
Jay:(Brushing his head roughly in frustration while holding Octavia with his other arm)Babe what is he doing here ?
Me:I don't know Lulu wassup?
Lubonke:Do you think he deserves you
Jay:Right You came all the way here to spew bullshit who the fuck do you think you are huh?
Me:Lubonke please leave
He looks at me and sees the seriousness in my eyes and walks out
Me:Bring my baby here(Doing baby sounds)
Jay:We leave in a few Melinda is ready for you
Me:Okay..