Her Silent Cries

Chapter 26

Me:Wait what do you mean we didn't use protection
Him:Paris remember after your fashion show
Me:(Going back to that day I remember him cuming inside me)If I'm pregnant I'm getting an abortion
Him:What!!Thats my baby too you can't make such decisions alone
Me:Well I'll be the one carrying it and I'm still focusing on my career and to top that off I just got a new baby boy
Jay:Listen Nonie idgaf about what you got going on but I dare you to kill my baby they'll be hell to pay I can take care of that fucking child just give birth to it and we'll be out of your way Mrs "Career"
I have nothing else to say so I just keep quiet and shut my eyes while thinking about the human I could possibly be carrying inside me
We arrive in South Africa home sweet home I missed this place I can't wait to show Xavier his room I had it decorated while we were still in Paris.We get off the jet Me and Jay are still not on speaking terms I had my PA get us a ride home cause I won't be in the same space as jay again we come to halt when our SUV pulls up infront of us
Me:Xavier baby get in this is our ride
Xavier:But I wanna ride with daddy
Me:Xavier just(Jay cuts me off)
Jay:I'll make sure his back home by 7(He picks up Xavier then comes close to me he whispers in my ear)Don't abort my fucking baby cause I'll know
He looks at me in disgust and walks away with my baby in his hands.I get inside the car and head home I'm welcomed by Ausi Mavis and her freshly baked muffins I instantly dig in and call up my PA
Call between Nonie and The PA****
Me:Hey Octavia Tomorrow fit my dad in somewhere I gotta go see before my L'Oréal photo shoot okay and uhm have they sent their products yet?
Octavia:Yes I'll have them delivered tomorrow and okay is that all
Me:Uhm also a doctors appointment okay
Him:Why are you sick?
Me:(Rolling my eyes)No I think I made a human being now bye
After the phone call I shut my eyes as I feel tears running down my face lately I was very emotional and going to see my dad tomorrow is not helping I cry myself to sleep while hugging the human sized teddy they bought me
I'm woken up by tiny hands playing with my face I open my eyes and I see Xaviers big blue eyes staring at me
Me:Geez you've got to stop doing that baby
Him:Daddy wants to see you downstairs
Me:Okay I'm coming can I get a kiss cause I missed your lil ass bunny
He giggles and gives me a kiss on the cheek then runs downstairs I put on my gown and head downstairs forgetting that I have tear stains and my eyes are still red
Me:Sup?
Him:I swear you forget who you talking to sometimes
I look behind me and signal for Ausi Mavis to take Xavier else where cause I don't want him to hear this
Me:(Rolling my eyes)Hambofa(Go die)
Jay:Uthini(What did you just say)
He walks towards me with his piercing eyes staring right at mine he stops right in front of me and grabs my hand roughly
Him:Nonie don't push me or I'll fuck you up fr
Me:You are a FUCKING psychopath you like fucking hitler
Him:Nonie(I cut him off)
Me:Get outta my fucking house and I hope I ain't pregnant cause I don't wanna be bound with your ass for life nxn(I look at him in disgust)
He stares at me blankly and walks off leaving my house.I call out for Xavier and he runs in carrying a packet of chips I swear this kid loves food
Me:Come let's go see your room baby
He follows me and we stop at a door that was written Adventure Time
We open the door and Oh my god it's fucking spectacular the graffiti on the walls everything was just so amazing and by the look on Xaviers face I'm guessing he likes it too I love my assistant Xaviers wardrobe was already filled with clothes and sneakers I can't wait to dress my little model.I leave Xavier in his room and go to mine tomorrow I have a long day so I need the rest
I wake up around 5am everyone is still sleeping so I take a quick shower and start my day I enroll Xavier online paid his fees online told my tailor to make his uniform so that it fits him properly and I was done with Xavier everything is so easy online I text Treezy/Sethu telling him to meet me at Botanical Gardens around 10pm for breakfast and go back to sleep