Her Silent Cries

Chapter 31

Me:SOMEBODY PLEASE GET ME HELP NOW!!
Nurse:Mr Smith?
Me:Yes
Nurse:Right this way doctor flenter is already waiting
They place her on a stretcher and rush her to an operating room and obviously they wouldn't let me in.Its been 4 hours of waiting and I feel like I'm losing my mind now the boys arrive to give me support
Nurse:Husband of Nonie
We all stand up and the lady looks at all of us
Me:It's me
Nurse:Ohh well I've got good news she's out of the operation room we managed to save the baby but she lost a lot of blood
Me:So she'll be fine
Nurse:Yea she's definitely a fighter(Giving me a smile)
Me:Oh thank god can I go see her
Nurse:No she needs some rest so you can see her tomorrow and she will probably be awake by then cause she suffered minor injuries
Me:Thank you so much Nurse
Nurse:Just doing my job(Smiling)
She walks off and Thabo walks over to me
Thabo:Now can we go get something to eat because my ass is famished (chuckling)
Me:(Laughing)Yea lets go I guess I'll come back tomorrow
I arrive home and the house is empty I forgot Xavier is with Teddy hmm let me just call them vele
Phone call********
Me:Hello
Teddy:Pinkyman
Me:(smiling)where's my baby
Teddy:I just put him to bed he was asking about Nonie
Me:Oh she'll probably be back tomorrow
Teddy:Jay where is she?
Me:They took her
Teddy:I said it!!!You should've left the poor girl now you got her all mixed up in this drug business of yours nxn
Me:I didn't think they would find out about her
Teddy:She's famous for fucks sakes
Me:Okay Teddy
Teddy:Hayii I don't know what to say to you
Me:Lemme go clean up and fix the house in case she comes back tomorrow thanks for watching Xavier
Teddy:Eyy bro it's chilled I'm actually enjoying his presence besides him always forcing me to braid his hair and it looks cute when it's all curly and everywhere
Me:(Smiling)oh uhm Nonie loves Order so she instilled it in him as well
Teddy:She's too fuzzy
Me:Yea she is actually (Laughing)I'll call you later bestfriend okay give Xavier a kiss from me bye
End of call******
Me:(Sighing)I hope she forgives me
I clean up the house take a hot steamy shower and go to bed

Next Morning
I wake up and my nose is instantly filled up with the smell of bacon
Me:Ehh who the fuck is here
I go downstairs checking the coast the noise is coming from the kitchen so I head towards the kitchens direction and a really short light in complexion woman walks out her eyes resemble Nonies eyes
Her:Sawubona(Greetings)
Me:Uhm Yebo(Greetings)
Her:So where's my baby?
Me:Your baby?
Her:Your girlfriend is my child
Me:(Eyes wide open)Oh your her mother I'm sorry for the state I'm in I just didn't expect you here and I've never met you before
Her:I've heard a lot of good things about you Jay right?
Me:Yes mam
Her:Just call me mommy
Me:Oh okay well I better get going then I'm going to see Nonie
Her:Where is she
Me:(Inner thoughts***i can't lie to her now can I)Hospital
Her:What why is anything wrong with the baby
Me:No just a checkup
Her:You better get going then but have breakfast first(placing a plate of food infront of me the essentials it had were so meaty this was definitely a zulu family)
I finish up my food freshen up then head out saying my goodbyes to Nonies mom she's pretty chilled
I arrive at the hospital and head straight to Nonies ward I find her sitting upright staring out the window
Me:Baby your awake(Rushing over to her side and giving her a tight hug)I thought I lost you
Her....
Me:Are you okay look at me babe
She stares directly out the window not moving a single muscle all she was doing was blinking
Me:Nonie..
Her...
Me:Are you mad at me because if you are I totally understand why and I'm willing to answer all your questions we can go to therapy babe anything I'll help you get past what you experienced
A tear rolls down her cheek but still no movement from her
Me:Bab(The Doctor walks in interrupting me
Doctor flenter:Miss Nonie how are you feeling today
Nonie...
Doctor:I see we still not talking
Me:Doctor what's going on
The Doctor signals for me to follow him
Doctor:Uhm I don't know how to say this but she's suffered immense trauma and she might have decided to go mute
Me:What do you mean?
Doctor:She's stopped talking
Me:Can therapy work ?
Doctor:I don't know just bring anything dearest to her heart she will probably talk
Me:Okay do(I'm disturbed by hearing vomiting sounds coming from her ward)
I rush in and she's in the bathroom vomiting I hold her hair and gently rub her back as she carries on vomiting after she's done she stands up and rinses her mouth walks out the bathroom then stares out the window again
Me:Morning sicknesses huh?(Smiling)
Nonie....
Me:Okay atleast look at me so I know you haven't turned deaf
She doesn't move a single a muscle
Me:Okay I'll go get you some food uhm what do you want because I know pregnant woman and their cravings
She turns and looks at me directly in the eyes
Her eyes are full of so much pain and hatred she looks so broken I stare back as tears roll down her cheeks and she faces the window again
I stand up and kiss her forehead
Me:I love you baby I really do and I'm sorry you had to go through all that I'll do everything in my power to help you cause I'm the reason you like this
I walk out and go grab her some food I know Mac Donalds is her favorite so I'll get her that
I take out my phone and dial Teddys number
Phone call****
Me:Teddy
Her:Wassup
Me:She's mute she's not talking to anybody Teddy all she does is cry but even her cries don't make a sound she just lets the tears fall and stares out the window
Teddy:This is really bad I don't know what to say bestie I'm sorry try bringing all the people you know she loves dearly okay to see if she might possibly talk and hows the baby
Me:The baby is fine I'm hoping she won't starve herself cause I'm at the food court getting her food now
Teddy:Okay wait Xavier wants to talk to you
Me:Superman!
Xavier:(Laughing)Yah wena San
Me:Oh look who learnt zulu(Laughing)
Xavier:I'm trying daddy I miss you and mommy(Sulking in his baby voice)
Me:Just a few more days okay baby
Xavier:But my hair is always a mess if mommy was around I'd be looking like Travis scott
Me:So you wanna do the Travis Scott style
Xavier:Yes(Cute baby voice)
Me:Okay I'll tell my lady friend I love you bunny
Xavier:I love you too daddy(Blowing kisses)
Me:Teddy braid my child's hair and stop being lazy mahn
Teddy:Hayii you don't pay me go check up on Nonie bye
My order comes out and I go back to her ward
Me:I brought you Mac Donald's
I place the food infront of her and for the first time ever I see her move she takes a look of the things inside the goodie bag
Me:(Smiling)It's all your favorites I wanted to get you that McFlurry shit but I don't want my baby freezing inside there.She keeps a straight face and takes out her chicken fold over and starts digging in
Me:So you don't talk but you able to stuff your face with food.Her face turns into a frown(She's probably annoyed because I talk too much)she opens up her mouth to speak but quickly stops and tears roll down her face again and she puts the goodie bag down and lies on the bed
Me:(Sighing)I'll come back tomorrow I love you baby and please don't starve our baby okay I need both of y'all
I walk out leaving her curled up in a ball this definitely won't be easy