Her Silent Cries

Chapter 44

Jays Pov
It's been 7 years since Nonie left us.Octavia is now 7 and every year on his birthday his wishes that his mom would come back because he doesn't remember her he was still a baby all he has of her are their pictures together.Xavier is 15 now and I'm having a tough time with him puberty just hit him.These past few years weren't easy but we always pull through we've made it a tradition that on her birthday we celebrate it and go visit her gravesite not a day passes by where I don't think about her but I've got a woman now I'm not married to her she's my girlfriend Priscilla I met her 3 years after Nonies death she was there for me and I guess we fell in love I love her but not as much as I loved Nonie not even close
Me:Morning babe
Priscilla:Morning my love how are you
Me:I'm good babe just had a dream
Priscilla:About her again jay when are you gonna move on I can't keep competing with a ghost I just can't
Jay:You not competing with a ghost
She looks at me annoyed and walks out the room well I don't have time to run after her she has to understand that Nonie was my first love
???Pov
It's been 7 years since the Russians took me and staged my death after they took me I had to get a new identity change my hair and my name but only on paper because they still call me Nonie.
After I was kidnapped at first they wanted to use me to hurt jay but figured I would be of good use working for them so they didn't contact jay they kept me hidden and everyone believed I was dead.Ive been training and I'm now one of the biggest drug lords I'm running Jacobs empire for him but it's practically mine I'm like his daughter we've grown so close over these past few years and I call him papa so does amariyana.
Amariyana is my daughter she's 6 years old turned out i was pregnant when I got shot but we both made it and papa accepted amariyana like his own she resembles jay a lot thou she's definitely a daddy's girl.These past few years I've been in training I'm practically like a ninja
Papa:You leave Tonight The house is ready and I've already enrolled amariyana in a preschool that side
Me:But papa why can't you send one of your men to run your territory that side why me
Papa:because I don't trust these idiots now let's go over this again if you bump into him with your kids what must you do
Me:Nothing cause I won't bump into them besides papa I've reassured you so many times that I'm over Jay
Papa:The kids?
Me:I don't know
Papa:Hmmm just don't lose focus
Me:I won't
Papa:Okay my daughter get some sleep then you leave in a few hours
He walked out of my room and I went to check on amariyana
Me:Hey princess
Amariyana:Mommy!!!
Me:(smiling)how are you
Amariyana:I'm good mommy
Me:We leave in a few hours have you packed your bags
Amariyana:Yes mommy
Me:Alright scoot over so mommy can cuddle with you
She moves over and falls asleep while I'm playing with her hair and I follow drifting off to sleep
Papa:Wake up (shaking me)
I open my eyes and sit up
Me:Time to go already
Papa:Yes go load your stuff in the car while I say goodbye to my princess here
Me:Okay
I load all our stuff in the car and papa comes downstairs with amariyana in his arms
Me:I'll miss you papa
Papa:I'll miss you more take care of yourself and let me know if you need extra men black prince
Black prince that's the name I go by on these streets they all think black prince is this dangerous guy that sells drugs but it's me
Me:(smiling)Bye papa
We arrive at the airport and board our flight it's gonna be a long flight so might as well fall asleep
Jays pov
I'm heading to the warehouse now I haven't left the business and business is booming baby
Me:Gents
Everyone:Boss
Me:Latest news
Tshepo:Well I heard around the block that black prince is coming to SA
Me:Black prince
Tshepo:Yep
Me:Well then in that case we have to secure our territories cause I heard this black prince guy is just as good as I am
Tshepo:Or maybe better
Me:Uthini(What did you just say)
Tshepo:(laughing) I'm joking boss
I walk out and head home to have lunch with my family I miss the boys
Nonies POV
I finally land in SA and I've already settled in I'm meeting with a couple of clients to try win them over so let's see how that's goes
I walk inside the casino and the smell of cigars fill up my nostrils
Me:Gentleman
Them:Black prince brought his bitch along
Me:(chuckling) Bitch I am black prince
They all start laughing in amusement and I throw a kilo of cocaine on the table
It's 100% pure cocaine and you guys will get 50% off the first shipment
They all stare at me and taste the cocaine
Guy 1:Your shit is good
Me:It's the best
Guy 2:Who would've thought black prince was a woman a sexy one at that
Me:Let's be professional please I would hate to blow out your brains before we even do business ...so how many are on board?
They all stared at me for awhile and three of them said they in
Me:Well it was nice doing business with you I'll be in contact
I walk out and head back home to my baby amariyana I wonder how her first day went
I walk inside and find her watching cartoons with Arnold her bodyguard
Me:I'm back
Amariyana:Mommy
Me:Heyy Arno
Arnold:Hey
I pick her up planting kisses all over her face
Me:And how was your first day baby
Yana(short for amariyana):It was great mommy I made tons of friends
Me:I'm sure you did wanna go get some ice-cream
Yana:Yess(smiling)
Me:okay let's go Arno I'll be okay on my own it's not like they know I'm black prince
Arno:(chuckling)call if you need me
We drive out I wanna start at the mall first so that's our first stop
Jays pov
On my way back home I remember that I need to get Octavia a gift cause he did well on his tests so I make a quick stop at the mall.I make my way to crazy store.Im walking around the store looking for a gift when I bump into something I look down and it's a child she's prolly 6 years old but she's really short
Her:Ouch Mr watch where you going
I freeze not because of what she said but because of how she looks
Me:Sorry what's your name
Her:Amariyana but call me yana
Me:Yana well (I'm interrupted when I hear someone calling her name that voice it's unforgettably I know that voice all too well)
I look up and there she is..