Her Silent Cries

Chapter 39

NONIES POV
Me:Jay come let's talk(Signaling for him to follow me)Ausi please watch Xavier
Jay:Where's Octavia
Me:His in my room I won't let him out of my sight
Jay:Oh okay
I open the door to my bedroom and Octavia is already up
Me:Ouu look whose up you hungry baby?
Jay:Try breastfeeding him
Me:I'll use a breast pump...Jay?
Jay:Yea
Me:What happened
He takes out his phone and shows me a footage of his girlfriend taking Octavia and paying off a nurse
Me:Where is she?
Jay:My warehouse
Me:I want her dead and I'll do it
Jay:Woah woah Nonie baby that's not you
Me:I have to protect my cubs and she poses a great threat to them so I wanna show her who the fuck I am
Jay:(smiling)Okay mommy
Me:Thank you
Jay:Anything for our family
We sit in silence staring at Octavia
Me/Jay:So uhm..
Me:Oh sorry you go first
Jay:Okay just close your eyes
I close my eyes and he tells me not to peak until he says so
Me:Jayyy (Getting agitated)I have to go make Octavia food
Jay:okay open
I open my eyes to find jay on one knee with the most exquisite ring ever it even has my initials
Me:(Eyes wide open)Jay uhm
Jay:Nonie Mother of my kids the apple of my eye and my other half we've had our differences but let's just put that all behind us cause this is just fate we belong together baby you the only woman who handles my drug dealing ass and I'm pretty sure I'm the only man who handles your boujee ass(smiling)I love you Nonie more than you will ever know I'm done giving you space I'm done fucking around I want you I miss us besides the kids I want you baby your so good to me in many ways but I've been fucking up I've lied to you but you still stayed with my ass I've put you through the worst but you still stuck with my ass so baby I wanna make you Mrs Smith because your the only one fit for me we have something worth fighting for I'm not saying it will be easy but let's just give it a try let's stay true to ourselves be mine and I'll be yours allow me to officially declare you as Mrs Smith(staring into my eyes)
Me:You look so nervous bro(Smiling)
Jay:Yes cause I'm proposing to the woman of my dreams I can't be chilled
Nonie:Yes
Jay:(smiling from ear to ear)Yes?
Me:Yes Jay I'll marry you
He stands up and places the ring on my finger then  starts kissing me all over but stops when Octavia starts crying
Jay:Octavia..(sighing)Will I even be able to fuck Nonie with you around
Me:Jay don't cuss around my baby mahn his probably hungry lemme go warm up his milk
Jay:I love you
Me:I Love you more(smiling from ear to ear)
I leave Octavia with Jay and head downstairs I can't hold in my excitement I call the first person I think of
Phone Call*****
Me:Mommy(smiling)
Mom:Mfazi(woman)
Me:Guess what
Mom:What?
Me:He finally put a ring on it
Mom:(ulalating)Yes!!He was always yours vele
Me:(Laughing)Mommy
Mom:Yes
Me:Octavia is alive
Mom:What do you mean now baby are you going crazy again?
Me:No just come over weekend I'll explain everything then
Mom:Okay baby go give your husband some good sex so he knows he made a good decision
Me:(blushing)You have no filter mom bye I love you
Mom:I love you too
I hang up and smile from ear to ear while looking at my ring
Jay:It's beautiful isn't it?
Me:(Looking back)How long have you been standing there
Jay:Long enough to hear your mom tell you to give me good sex and I agree
Me:(Laughing)Mxm where's my baby
Jay:I left him upstairs
Me:Jay are you crazy move(Grabbing the bottle and rushing upstairs)
I walk in and find him in the middle of my bed I have a king sized bed so I wasn't worried about him falling I was worried about him disappearing again I have paranoia I can't bear him being out of my sight
Me:Hello punkies(picking him up and feeding him)
Jay:Thlokomelo
Me:What?
Jay:I decided on a black name
Me:Thlokomelo(smiling) I love it
He comes and lays by my side while playing with Octavias little hands
Me:Octavia Thlokomelo Smith got a nice ring to it right?
Jay:(Staring at me)Yea then you get Nonhlanhla Smith..
Me:(frowning)I'll change my name
Jay:Don't..I love it you my lucky charm
Me:Pshhh yea right
Octavia:(baby sounds)
Me:You my baby are gonna be a talker
Jay:Yea he takes after me(Doing the fuckboy pose)
Me:(Rolling my eyes)Oh gosh
Xavier runs in jumping on the bed
Xavier:Daddy!!
Me:Xavier stop jumping on the bed before I spank your white ass
Xavier:(focusing on jay completely ignoring me)Let's go play (Ps) mommy got me fifa 20
Jay:No way (eyes popping out) let's go
They walk out leaving me to bond with my baby.