Her Silent Cries

Chapter 36

These past few weeks have been peaceful and I must say I've recovered.I haven't spoken to jay in a while except when he comes to fetch Xavier on weekends that's the only interaction we have together I don't know what's happening in his life but him and that girl are seeing each other I guess cause his social media posts are usually her if not them together anyway today I'm preparing for lubonke we've maintained a good friendship his a really great guy but I'm just not ready for a relationship again so anyway he will arrive here around 2 and it's now 12
Me:Ausi Mavis
Ausi:Yea Nonie
Me:Where's  Xavier
Her:Backyard
I walk out and head to my backyard and find Xavier playing with his toys
Me:Wassup soldier
Xavier:Ha nex(Nothing)
Me:Well somebody is learning our language very quickly
He giggles and comes over to me
Me:So Mommy has a guest coming over today be nice and don't be naughty okay
Xavier:Is it daddy?
Me:(Frowning)No it's mommys friends
Xavier:Oh okay
He runs off and I walk back inside to freshen up once I'm done it's about 1 I swear I'm always late I throw on something presentable apply light make-up and just as I'm doing the finishing touches the doorbell rings I guess his here
Me:Ausi let him in
I quickly check on Xavier then walk downstairs
Me:Doc
Lubonke:Soon to be Mrs
Me:(Smiling while giving him a hug)How are you
Lubonke:I'm good I must say you've done well nice house
Me:Oh why thank you(Smiling) would you like anything to drink?
Lubonke:Whiskey please
Me:Hmm okay
I go pour him whiskey and we now sitting in the dining area having a light conversation
Lubonke:So your past relationship?
Me:Uhm (The door bell rings)Excuse me hold that thought
I open the door and Jay is standing there
Me:What are you doing here (He gently pushes me out the way so he can come in)
Jay:I'm here to fetch Xa(He stops mid sentence when he sees lubonke)And whose this
Me:None of your business
Jay:Oh but it is if you having all sorts of guys around Xavier the fuck is wrong with you Nonie huh?
Me:Ohh so when Xavier is around your bitch it's fine
Jay:My bitch doesn't even know Xavier
Me:You here to collect Xavier or what?
Jay:(Looking at Lubonke)Bro,Get the fuck out
Me:Jay really...
Lubonke:Uhm Nonies it's okay I'll head out(Walking out)
Jay:Vaya vele nxn(Leave)
Me:Jay you disgust me nxn you don't wanna see me happy if it's not you breaking me you stand in the way of my fucking happiness and get the fuck out too Xavier ain't going nowhere with your shitty ass your such an excuse for a man nxn
I storm off leaving him in the dining area when I get to my room I immediately sink down to the floor jay drains me I'm so tired of Jay
I run myself a hot steamy bath and relax while replaying the events that happened
Me:(Thinking our loud)I regret meeting Jay yerrr
I feel a sharp pain on my stomach after saying that I look down and see blood filling up the bathtub
Me:My god no no this can't be happening baby I can't lose you AUSI!!!
The pain increases and it's become unbearable I pick up my phone and call the first person I can think of..
JAYS POV
Me:Nonie is disrespectful asf nxn
Melinda(Jays girl):Babe just forget about her you have me now remember
Me:You dont under..(My phone rings and it's Nonie)
Phone call******
Me:What you wanna apologize for being a dis(She cuts me off by screaming)Nonie what's wrong you okay?
Nonie:Blood the baby
Her voice sounds so faint I quickly stand up and wear my clothes rushing out
Melinda:Jay where you going!
Me:I'm done with you pack your shit and leave my fucking house I'm going to Nonie(I rush to Nonies house in such a panic)
I open the door and the house looks empty
Me:AUSI NONIE XAVIER!!
I get no response so I rush to Nonies room and hear soft cries coming from her bathroom I open the door and Nonie is almost unconscious the bathtub is full of blood she's losing so much blood
Me:Nonie babe c'mon look at me
Nonie:(Faint voice)The baby Jay
I pick her up and cover her in a gown rushing her to the hospital.I rush inside emergency
Me:Help!!
Nurse:Stretcher!
They lay her on the stretcher and take her away
Me:Nurse she's pregnant
Nurse:Okay I'll come back to update you Sir
I sigh and sit down I'm back here again.If we lose this baby Nonie will never ever forgive I mean even the Xavier card won't work this time ive put her through so much I forgot she's even pregnant when I saw that guy in her house..I'm the reason she's here again but what was that guy doing? Nonie can't move on she's mine the love we share is worth fighting for
Nurse:Mr Smith
I stand up and approach the nurse
Me:What's her condition
Nurse:She lost a lot of blood but she'll be fine
Me:The baby?
Nurse:Definitely a fighter the little guy is still hanging in there and his very healthy
Me:He
Her:Yes you guys are having a babyboy around 4am tomorrow
Me:Wait Nurse Nonies giving birth in a few hours
Nurse:Yes do you wanna see her
Me:Yes please lead me to her room
The nurse shows me Nonies room
Me:Hey how you doing mother to be
Nonie:I'm good(Smiling)
She gave me a genuine smile I don't know if she's keeping her cool because we having a baby soon or they gave her medication
Me:Nonie I'm sorry I really am I know I've put you through a lot and I would totally understand if you don't want anything to do with me after this but just don't keep my babies away from me
She looks at me and smiles
Nonie:I love you Jay
Me:what you okay babe or the meds are having some kind of effect on you
Nonie:Hayii man I'm okay honestly(Chuckling)
Me:Okay what does this mean for us
Nonie:Besides the love still being there let's do it for our kids
Me:Is it too soon to kiss your ass?
Nonie:(Smiling)Come here..