Only Human | Sander Sides

Memory~Logicality Request

INFO
-requested by YTReader19 
-its angsty 
-logan is a rude boy but he doesnt mean it

TRIGGER WARNINGS
-amnesia 
-angst 
-allusions to homophobia (logans parents)

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"Do I know you?" Patton flinched at Logan's words. Of course, he wouldn't remember, his parents didn't let Patton be there for his recovery. "I was your... friend. Before the accident. My name is Patton." Logan quirks an eyebrow, "I don't have friends. If you think you can just pretend to be my friend out of pity then save it. I don't need it." Patton watches Logan walk away, tears brimming in his eyes. Patton goes to his next class and can't even take notes. The next class Patton has is science, the same as Logan. The teacher thankfully pairs Patton with Logan for the lab, like always. "Hi again Logan," Patton smiles, hoping to get a reaction, a memory, a remark, something to prove that Logan still remembers him. Instead, Logan only glares and doesn't speak. Patton's smile falls and he follows the instructions for the lab. Any time he messed up, Logan would make an angry remark under his breath. 

At lunch, Patton got pity stares. The boy who lost his boyfriend, not in person and not through death, but through memory. He was forgotten. He gets his lunch and takes it to the roof instead, wanting to eat alone. Unfortunately, someone is already up there. Unfortunately, that someone is Logan. Patton gets up the courage to try one more time to make Logan remember. "Hi, Logan!" Logan turns to glare, "Why do you keep following me? I should report you." Patton sits next to Logan, lunch set aside and forgotten. "You won't. You never say it, but you hate reporting people. Also, I'm not following you. We used to eat on the roof together. You liked reading books about planes or birds up here because the wind makes you feel like you're flying. Sometimes you would close your eyes and imagine it." Logan goes silent and looks down at all the people walking around in the courtyard. "Who are you? Really." "I'm Patton Foster. Before your accident, we dated. Your parents didn't let me stay with you while you recovered, so you forgot about me." 

Tears stream down Logan's face and he stands, glaring down at Patton, "I don't believe you." Patton knows that he does, but he also knows that Logan is stubborn, and respects his parents' word, and doesn't think he's deserving of a friend or boyfriend, and says he's emotionless. He knows but as Logan leaves the roof to go to class, Patton doesn't chase after him. He's not getting him back. He's never getting back the Logan that he knew, and Logan is never getting the memories they shared together back. They won't get their happiness back.