Time's Travel || TAENNIE FF

🕢Sin Committed

"Kim Taehyung!!" His dad called, slamming the door open. "Where did you go last night?! Party? Bar? Again?! What did I tell you about going to those places?! You're ruining our picture!"

"I'm tired dad! All you ever did was scold and shout at me! Everything I do is wrong for you!!"

"Now you're talking back?!" His father threw a strong punch at him. Taehyung fell on the pointed edge of his bed. His forehead started bleeding. "I'm ashamed to call you my son. This is why we took you to the States." His dad left him on the floor, crying.

Blood was dripping from his forehead but that didn't matter to him. He was hurting inside. At this point, he didn't know who or what to rely on. His parents acted like they didn't really care about him. His brother's mad because of what he did to Jennie. And he lost a friend because of what he did to her. He really had no one now.

Taehyung kept crying inside his room. He kept throwing everything he sees. Breaking everything, destroying everything.. shouting.

It was a mix of emotions. Scared. Mad. Regret. Sad. He wasn't sure about what he's feeling right now. All he want was to scream his heart out. He kept on crying and doing the same things for hours.

In the corner or his room, with closed windows and a locked door, there he stayed. He kept hugging his knees until he saw something shining behind his table. He got up and walked towards it.

A pocket knife.

He quickly picked it up and and pointed the sharp point towards his wrist. He thought of hurting himself. "I don't have any purpose anymore. So why am I still alive?"

The point was about to cut through his skin when Baekhyun knocked on his door. "Taehyung? Taehyung open the door right now! Taehyung?!" He kept on knocking and Taehyung was just looking at the knife, almost cutting himself. "Kim Taehyung!!!"

Baekhyun was hitting the door, trying to open it. Taehyung's wrist was already bleeding. He was crying but no voice can be heard from his mouth.

"Taehyung!! Open the goddamn door!! Taehyung!!" After so many attempts, Baekhyun finally opened the door. He saw Taehyung trying to cut himself. "Tae give me that!!" He tried taking the knife but Taehyung was pulling it back. "Taehyung this is dangerous!! Give that to me!"

"No hyung! I have no purpose. I'd rather die than live like this."

"Taehyung give that to me!!" Trying to take the knife from Taehyung, he tripped on a lamp and fell on the floor. Taehyung immediately ran downstairs. "Taehyung get back here! Taehyung!!"

Taehyung was already in the living room. Baekhyun came and tried taking the knife from him.

"This is the not way to solve your problems Tae!! Stop doing this to yourself!"

"No! Nothing can solve my problems hyung! Aren't you happy?! You wouldn't have a problematic younger brother!! No one will bother you anymore!"

"Tae just let go of the damn knife!! I'll help you!!"

"You can't!! I'm tired of this pain.. You were always the favorite!" He pushed Baekhyun away. "Mom and dad were always so proud of you! They even want you for Jennie! Though I was the first one.. Jennie even chose you over me!! You always get the best things!! Even the person I love the most! You took her from me!! You're taking everything from me!!"

"Taehyung..that's not what I'm doing!"

"Of course it is hyung!! That's what you always do!! I'd rather die so leave me alone and let me rest in peace."

"You're not doing that Taehyung!" Baekhyun ran towards him and once again tried taking the knife. "You can't do this to yourself Tae!!"

"I have to!! Let go!"

"No! You let go of this shit and let's talk about this! Taehyung stop!!"

"I said just let me go!!" He pushed his brother away. He didn't know about the knife that was pointing towards Baekhyun's chest. He unknowingly stabbed him. "H-hyung!"

Baekhyun fell down on the floor, holding the knife that Taehyung accidentally put through his chest.

"Hyung!" Taehyung knelt down and held Baekhyun's hand. "Hyung.. I-I didn't mean to.. I didn't know.." Taehyung cried even more, seeing his brother catching his breath and bleeding before him.

"Y-yah.. Stop crying Taehyung."

"I'll take you to a hospital." He tried lifting his older brother but he can't. "Hyung hold on! Don't go please.."

"I don't think I can still reach the hospital Tae." Baekhyun held Taehyung's had. "I need to tell you something before I go. Listen, okay?"

"No.. No, don't say things like that.. You'll survive! Hyung!!"

"Taehyung listen.. I don't get all the nice things. Just like what dad's been doing to you, he also hurts me whenever I fail. Good for you, those were just punches.. He would hit me with this metal stick until I bleed. The truth is.. They cared about you more. About them sending you to the States? It's for you to become the next CEO. They wanted you to focus on working. They wanted you to succeed. All they want for me is to help you. I'm not the favorite son Tae. It has always been you. I've been through worse things and you don't want to know about it. At least I can rest now."

"W-what are you saying? Hyung!!"

"I'm telling the truth Tae. And Jennie? You're right. I did steal her from you. I thought.. At least I have something you don't have. I'm sorry for this Taehyung.. Forgive me."

He smiled before closing his eyes. "No!! Hyung!! Hyung open your eyes! You can't die!! Hyung! Hyung I'm sorry.." Taehyung hugged him and cried. "I'm sorry.. Hyung don't go... Hyung!! I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. Hyung! Wake up! Don't leave me Hyung.."

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I did get mad at Jennie because she killed me and I became Time. If only I knew about me becoming a merciless being, I wouldn't have used that clock.

And another reason was, she's the reason why I got mad and accidentally killed Baekhyun hyung. Because I was so jealous of him and her, lasting for more than the months me and Jennnie had when we were still together.

I don't know if I should accept the fact that I really killed him. I've always blamed Jennie for what I did. But I was the one who lost control over myself.

Until this day.. I still couldn't forget about that dark past. I still couldn't accept that I killed him.

"Tae?" I slowly turned to her. She sat beside me. "I know what happened. And.. I'm sorry.." I was surprised when she wrapped her arms around me. "I'm sorry if I picked him over you. I'm sorry if you had to kill your brother because of me.."