Para Lang Sa Yo

One Step Forward..Two Steps Back

AN: Minors keep out.. mala HBO TV-MA

rated for language.. adult and sexual content (huwaattt!)

this chapter is a bit... ah bahala na kayo.. keep an open mind .. heart..

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the problem when you're lost... you sometimes lose the ability to hope...

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"Amboy! pucha buhay ka pala.." the voice of an old friend at the end of the other line..

"Bro.. kamusta....san ka ngayon?" i responded

"You dickhead! saan pa ! it's saturday....i'm guessing you're missing the old times my friend?"

Hindi ako sumagot. My mind was not working.

"Tamang tama ang tawag mo bro.. tonight's a big night.. 20 players , are you up for it?" he added

"San ang party pare?"

"one of the old houses bro.. House 69 !' there was excitement on his voice

"sige i'll be there"

"wohoo , party starts early tonight, walang mga byaran bro.. lahat game.. this is gonna be like old times bro"

"yeah just like old times..."

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Outside House 69 seems like a regular mansion. Surrounded by trees and enclosed by tall gates. 

I was a regular house guest back then.

It's all the same... extravagant outside.. perfect landscape.

A perfect mask for its true picture on the inside.

a modern sodom and gomorah ...

It was one of those houses built for people with alternative life style.

In these houses the word Sex is sex. No other definition than fulfilling the need of the flesh.

People who come to these houses knows how to play and how the game is played.

what happens here , stays here.

I saw a few familiar faces as i made my way into the foyer. 

"Nandito na si Pretty boy Amboy .., let's get this party started!!." 

I used to enjoy the vibe of the house. Now it feels different. 

before it was liberating...

now.. it suffocating...

"if you're not going to play.. you can't stay pretty boy.." 

Inside the "area " bodies and needs move one from the other.

 It looks all the same.... been there done that.. nothing is new...

My eyes start to wander but my feet stay on its ground..

images are seen .. voices i hear..

"Pare.. u playing or what?, u just can't stand there.."

"baka kailangan nang break in .. matagal nawala yan.."

Suddenly i felt someone grabbed my hand ..

"you need ah.. ahm.. a pull pogi?'"

"tumahimik kayo.. baka gusto muna nya nang privacy...." i heard her say...