The Cold Popular Girl (Kim Taehyung X Reader)

Chapter 18

Previously on Chapter 17

The whole ride, I try to calm myself down. I bit my nail as I look out at the window. 'Taehyung-ah... I really hope you'll understand... that is just a collab, it means nothing to me... you're the one I love, Tae-ah' I thought to myself.

-It's Hard Enough For Me-

Y/N P.O.V

The whole ride to BTS's dorm I keep trying to calm myself down. A sound of ding, letting me know that I have a notification on my phone. I take it out and unlock the screen. It's a video from YouTube. I click it and the video starts to play. It's a video about me and Jackson, during the performance and after on backstage where he kissed my cheek.

I scroll down to the comment section, and what I've read so far is hate comments. Things like 'look at how she's acting... like a total b*tch! I tell you...' 'how can she just let Jackson kissed her??! Isn't she with Taehyung? Poor Taehyung... he must be really hurt' 'I bet she's cheating on Taehyung... that's what a hoe like her do...' and more comments. I can feel tears pooling up in my eyes.

I can feel a hand on my shoulder. I turn my head to see SangJin-Eonnie. "What's wrong, Y/N-ah?" She asks, looking worried. I didn't answer her and just show her my phone. She take it from me and start reading.

She let out a sigh and turn to me, handing my phone back. She turns to me with a worried gaze. "Y/N-ah... first rule as an idol... never read the comments. You know how harsh people can be... especially haters. You should know better that it is best to just ignore them..." she said. "I know, Eonnie... but what if Tae read them? What if he take it the wrong way?" I said. "He won't... he knows how much you love him..." she said. I just stay silent the rest of the way.

Soon enough, we reach BTS's dorm. I exit the car and walk towards their front door. I raise my hand and knock on BTS's dorm as the rest of my member head back to our dorm. Jungkook opens the door for me and smile when he realize it's me. "Hi Noona..." he said. "Hello... where's Taehyung?" I asks. "He's in his room..." he said. "Can I come in? I need to see him..." I asks. "Yeah sure..." he said, moving aside. "Thank you..." I said. He nods add me and as I enter the dorm. Then I make my way to Taehyung's room.

I walk up the stairs and to his room. I knock on the door. "Go away, Hyung!" I heard his respond. "Oppa, it's me... Y/N..." I said. The door yank open and Tae stand there. He have an annoyed look on his face. I try to walk closer to him but he stops me.

He glares at me. "What are you doing here? Go back to your boyfriend" he said. "But you're my boyfriend Oppa..." I said. "Are you sure about that?" He asks. I nod my head "of course... we've been together for a year now..." I said. He take out his phone from his pocket and turn it to me. "Then how do you explain this??" He screams at me. It's the video I watched on the ride here. A video of me and Jackson.

I shake my head softly "O-Oppa... that's not true and you know that... I-I wouldn't be cheating on you" I said, fighting back the tears. "Don't call me Oppa... and don't deny it... you let him kiss your cheek... and it's obvious that he have feelings for you! What about you, huh?! You like him too, don't you?!" He screams at me.

I shake my head rapidly. "N-no... you're the only one I love, Oppa..." I said. "Liar..." he said. "I'm not! It's true... I only love you..." I cried out. He glares at me again. "I don't trust you..." he said. "Trust is the most important part of a relationship... if you don't trust me... how would this relationship go on?" I cried. "Then maybe we should just end it here" he said coldly. I can feel anger suddenly built up inside me.

My eyes widened in shock at what he just said. "How can you to take break ups so lightly?! You should have known better than anyone that it's hard enough for me to know that all the netizen start accusing me of such things. Accusing me of cheating on you with Jackson! A-and now you too? You know me better than anyone... that I don't open up to people easily after what had happened in the past... that you're the first ever to get me to feel comfortable to be around with... that makes you someone I treasure the most... now you don't trust me... that hurts, Oppa... so so much..." I said as I let the tears stream down my cheeks.

His eyes turns soft after what I said. He reaches out to pull me closer but I step away. "Y/N I..." he starts, but I shake my head as more tears stream down my cheeks. "No don't... don't apologize. If break up is what you wished for then... As you wish... I... I give up... I GIVE UP!!" I scream. Then I turn around and run down the stairs and out of the dorm. I ignore the shouts of the boys for me to stop and keep running.

"It hurts when they accused me... but it hurts even more when you don't trust me, Taehyung-ah..." I cry out. I cross the street not realizing the light is green.

"WATCH OUT!!!" I heard someone scream. I turn to see a car speeding towards me. I close my eyes as the car hits me, sending me flying across the street. The last thing I remember is seeing people around me. I notice a few of them took a picture. Then the sound of ambulance. After that... I just give in to the pain and passed out.

Taehyung P.O.V

I'm sitting in the living room with the rest of the boys. "Gosh I'm so stupid... I should've known better how sensitive Y/N is... and now I've lost her..." I said as tears stream down my cheeks. Jimin-Hyung sits next to me, rubbing my back softly. "You can still fix things up, Taehyung-ah... go to her..." he said. "What if she hates me by now?" I said. He shakes his head "you heard what she said, don't you? You're the guy he treasures the most..." he said. I turn to him "will she really forgive me?" I asks. "Try and find out..." he said, smiling at me. I nod my head and stand up. I was about to leave when Jin-Hyung lets out a loud gasp.

I turn to him. "What's wrong hyung?" I asks. "We need to go to the hospital, now!" He said. "What why?" I asks. He points at the TV screen. I turn my head towards the TV.

"A girl is rushed to the hospital after getting into a major car accident... upon closer look at her face. I confirm that she is indeed the maknae of the rookie girl group Cherry Blossom, L/N Y/N..."

Tears streams down my cheeks. "W-We have to go... n-now..." I cried out. They nod their heads and stand up from their seats. We hurried out the dorm and to the car. Then we sped off towards the hospital.

The whole ride to the hospital I keep crying hard. I clutch my head tightly. Jimin-Hyung and Hoseok-Hyung on either side of me, trying to calm me down. But I can't calm down, not when I know Y/N is in the hospital and I don't know how she is.

Y/N-ah... I'm so sorry... please be okay... don't leave me... I love you so much

*to be continued*