Mistake||Namjin

Thirteen

The next day at school was a living hell for Jin. As soon as he walked in, the amount of stares he got was enough to make him know that somehow everyone found out about the messages.

Jin looked in horror as he found papers taped all over the walls titled 'What Jin Thinks About You!' They had all the messages of him bad talking people, even Jimin. Jin couldn't believe this was happening.

"So I'm a slut now, Jin?" He heard Jimin behind him. "Jimin, I swear I didn't mean it. I was letting all my emotions out because I've been holding it in for weeks." Jin said.

"Fuck you." Jimin scoffed and walked off. Jin arrived at his locker and saw another paper, except it was a conversation with Namjoon.

He couldn't believe what he was reading. That Namjoon practically wanted to get back with Aeri. Jin's eyes filled with tears as he ripped the paper in to pieces before rushing to the rain garden.

There was no way he could face people in class today. Jin sat on the bench and cried because that's all he felt like doing. He suddenly heard footsteps, assuming it was Namjoon. It was.

"Jin-" "Leave me the fuck alone!" Jin yelled through tears. "You're such a liar! I don't wanna hear anymore if you're stupid lies because it hurts!" Jin yelled. "You could've just apologized and said you didn't love me but you kept lying to me!" Jin cried.

"Jin, I promise that conversation meant nothing." Namjoon said. "Stop lying! Just stop! You're not making things better." Jin cried, his head beginning to hurt from crying so hard.

"You don't love m-me. Just say Namjoon, you d-don't love me." Jin breathed out. "Jin I love you so much, I wish you'd believe me." Namjoon's heart was completely broken at this point because he knew that there was no way he could get Jin back at this point.

Namjoon noticed Jin's breathing seemed strained. "Jin, are you okay?" Namjoon asked and rushed over. Jin was having a panic attack. Namjoon hugged him, Jin too much in a shock to push him away.

"Jin, breathe." Namjoon whispered, rubbing small circles on his back. "Shhhh, it's okay. Breathe." He whispered.

Jin eventually calmed down, still lacking the energy to push Namjoon away. "I love you, and I'm sorry. I really am." Namjoon said. "Please don't talk to me anymore." Jin breathed out.

"It's for our own good." Jin said. Namjoon looked at him sadly. "Okay." He agreed and left Jin alone there.

....

At lunch that day, Namjoon was faced by his friends. "Is it true?" Jungkook asked. "What?" Namjoon said. "That you're bisexual?" Vernon asked. Namjoon couldn't lie anymore. He needed Jin back.

"Yes." Namjoon said and they all just kinda sat there in shock. Until Taehyung spoke up. "And you didn't want to tell us because..." Taehyung said. "I thought you guys would think I'm weird, or gross or something." Namjoon shrugged.

"Because it is." Sehun said. Namjoon looked at him and frowned, remembering what Jin told him. "If you think that, then you can leave the table. Find somewhere else to sit. If any of you think that, you can go with him." Namjoon said boldly.

"Fine." Sehun grabbed his things and left, as well as Vernon, Mark and Jackson. Namjoon was surprised to see a majority of his friends were still sitting at the table.

"Why didn't you think we wouldn't except you?" Jungkook asked. "I dunno to be honest." Namjoon said. "Were you and Jin really dating?" He asked and Namjoon nodded. "You made a mistake doing that to him." Jungkook laughed.

"I know, and I hate myself so much for it." Namjoon ran his fingers through his hair. "Try talking to him again after school." Jungkook said and Namjoon nodded. "Jimin and I are dating." Yoongi said out of the blue.