Mistake||Namjin

Eleven

Jin woke up and felt like he couldn't breathe. He knew what was about to happen today and he knew there was a way he could've prevented but he was too scared to say anything. Jin sat up, Namjoon still asleep beside him.

Jin sighed and looked out the window, the shin shining brightly through the room. "Hey.." He heard Namjoon say quietly. "Oh, you're awake." Jin murmured. "Yeah, everything okay?" He asked and Jin shrugged.

Namjoon pulled Jin back down beside him. "Why won't you tell me?" Namjoon asked. "Namjoon, please don't worry about." Jin said, even though it was something to worry about a lot.

"Baby, it cant be that bad that you can't tell me." Namjoon said. "It is." Jin said. "Did you cheat on me?" Namjoon asked. "No, I'd never do that." Jin shook his head. "I know you wouldn't." Namjoon chuckled.

"It's something that I'm afraid might hurt our relationship though." Jin said and Namjoon hummed. "Well, tell me whenever you're ready. I won't get mad, I promise." Namjoon said and kissed Jin's lips gently. "I love you, okay?" Namjoon said. "I love you too." Jin said.

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Later that day, Jin and Namjoon got ready to leave. They both wore tuxedos, Jin's mom insisting she take their pictures. They stood in front of the house and Jin's mother took of few pictures before they said bye.

"Have fun tonight guys!" She smiled and waved. The two got in the car, Jin fiddling with his phone case until Namjoon said something. "You look pretty." Namjoon said quietly.

Jin had fine some light makeup and styled his hair differently so his forehead showed, something he didn't do often. Jin smiled faintly. "Thanks, you look really good too." Jin murmured. Namjoon smirked.

He leaned over and kissed Jin's cheek before holding his hand. "We're gonna have fun tonight, okay?" He said and Jin nodded.

Once at the school, they met up with their friends, Jin wandering off to find Jimin. "Hey, you look really good." Jimin smiled. "You too." Jin said. "I can't believe this is our first time coming here, I already hate it." Jimin said and Jin hummed.

"Hey, did Namjoon find out at all?" Jimin whispered. "No, and I'm so scared he's going to find out soon." Jin said. "He's never gonna talk to me again." Jin began panicking. "Jin, calm down, maybe he won't get mad." Jimin said.

"He's definitely gonna get mad." Jin said. They left out of the gym and into the empty hall. "Relax." Jimin said. The door opened and Yoongi walked out. Jimin blushed and smiled at him. Yoongi waved him over. "I'll talk to you later." Jimin said and Jin nodded. Jimin ran over to Yoongi who grabbed his hand and they disappeared around the corner.

Jin walked back into the Jin where he ran into Namjoon. "Hey." Jin said quietly. "Hey, I wanna talk to you." Namjoon said and took Jin by his hand and led him out the gym.

They snuck upstairs and into a vacant classroom, Namjoon closing the door carefully and locking it. "What did you want to talk about-" Jin was cut off when Namjoon pulled him in his arms tightly.

"Namjoon, what's wrong?" Jin asked as he hugged back. "Shhhh." Namjoon hushed him and Jin kept quiet, hugging Namjoon as Namjoon swayed him back and forth a little bit.

"Joon?" Jin mumbled. Namjoon looked into Jin's eyes, Jin caressing his face. "The thought that you're hurting has been bothering me all night." Namjoon said. "I'm sorry." Jin said. "No, don't apologize, baby. I just wish I could know, so I could help you." Namjoon said.

"I promise, you don't want to know." Jin said. "If you do find out somehow, please know that I really love you." Jin said. Namjoon leaned in and pressed their lips together. The kiss felt...sad. It felt more sad to Jin than it should've.