Blythe
i finally arrived at the hospital. i ask the nurse up front who i was going to see. she told me his room number and i speed walked over there. i was eager to see his face again.i slowly opened the door and saw his peaceful face. the sound of beeping machines and all the stuff he was hooked on, took me back to the accident. i had a gut feeling it was my fault. he was angry and sped down the road.
i sat down next to him and started tearing up. seeing him in this condition was killing me softly. i held his hand and played with his dreads.
"i miss you." i said quietly.
i didn't know if he could hear me or not, but i decided to say some words.
"hey, bud. you might not be able to hear me, but that's fine. i just wanted to say that i miss you so much. your family and friends miss you. thank you for helping me through the darkest time of my life, even though i didn't deserve it. trust is, that all the time we've spent together, my hatred for you has gone. it's been gone for awhile, but i never wanted to admit it. i love you, zion and i hope you wake up soon."
i felt like it was necessary to say this. he needed all the love and comfort in the world. i hope he could hear me.
after my message, i left the hospital. i didn't feel like i needed to stay any longer. i didn't go back to school nor home. i went to starbucks and ordered a drink. i sat down and rested, since my leg hurts.
"gosh, i'm so tired." i said to myself.
later, i got a text from kyla saying that she heard about zion. i didn't answer because i don't need to waste my time on her.
he was the only thing on my mind. i wasn't able to distract myself with anything. everything reminded me of him and it drove me mad. i wanted to forget him, i wanted to take him out of my brain, even for a couple of hours.
i walked out of the starbucks and started wondering. there was a bar near by, but i'm a minor. i walked in and sat down at a table.
"what you want? lemonade?" the bartender said.
"no, i-"
"she's with us." a girl said.
she was beautiful. she had long beautiful blonde hair and nice blue eyes.
"come here." she said waving her hand.
"what's your name?" another asked.
"blythe." i said shyly.
"blythe...cute. what is someone like you doing at a bar? you're a minor." the blonde one asked.
"i wanted to be free. i wanted to forget some things, but i can't buy alcohol."
"wanna drink your problems away? i got you." the one with black hair said.
"what's your name?" i asked.
"ansley." she said taking a sip of her drink.
"i'm back."
"what's your name?"
"charlotte." she said with a light smile. i nodded.
"we really shouldn't be giving this girl alcohol, though ansley."
"give it to her. no one will find out."
she gave me a bottle and stuffed it in my bag. it was a pretty big, but not too big of a bottle.
"get out of here, kid. this ain't a place for someone as cute as you." ansley said.
i waved and walked quickly out of the bar.
i opened the bottle and drank as much as i could at once. i made a sour face and spit some of it out.
"whatever takes away the pain." i said to myself. i stuffed it back in my bag and started walking home.
it was 3am in the morning. i slowly opened the door to hear my dad snoring on the couch. i walked up the stairs and fell on my bed. i shoved them alcohol under my bed.
i know zion wouldn't like the fact that i'm drinking, but at this point i had nothing else. i was lost and tired of feeling such pain. i drank half of the bottle and started to feel a little tipsy. i laid my head down on my pillow and tried to sleep.
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