Artists' Perspective [Deidara x Reader]

Guilt-Chapter 22

(Deidara pov)

We flew quickly for about 15 minutes before arriving at the entrance to the base. We land and jump off of the huge bird. I carried Y/n to the entrance of the base. Sasori opened the secret entrance and we walked in together. I stood still at the entrance having no idea what to do. A couple of people walked into the living room.

"Hey, hey, hey! What the hell happened?! Sasori Deidara I swear to Jashin if something happened to her you're both dead!" Hidan yelled running towards us.

"She's just unconscious" Sasori explains.

"Explain that!" Hidan yelled gently touching Y/n's bloody shoulder.

"You should see the other guy-un" I say nervously.

"I don't give a crap about the other guy! Look at her, you couldn't protect her!" Hidan yelled.

"Hidan I-" I start feeling guilty. So incredibly guilty, it was the worst feeling.

Hidan took Y/n out of my arms. He laid her gently on the couch. Konan came rushing in when she heard yelling. She rushed to Hidan's side. I couldn't move, I  was longing to help but I couldn't move my legs. Everyone was helping but me. I run to my room mortified.

"What have I done?! Hidan is right! I couldn't even protect Y/n! She just couldn't see past her rage in the moment! I should have tried harder to stop her!" I ridicule myself.

The immense amount of guilt that was rushing over me was overwhelming. I could only stand rigidly against my door. I felt like sobbing uncontrollably but I couldn't even do that. I was in pure emotional shock. I sit in my room feeling like I'm being crushed. There was nothing that I could do. 

"Please be okay Y/n, please be okay" I say softly.

(Sasori pov)

"This should be good" Itachi says as he finishes wrapping Y/n's injured arm.

"Thank you" I say. 

I truly felt sorry that Y/n had gotten so badly hurt.

"Is there anything else that can be done?" I ask.

"Maybe you can try to protect her next time!" Hidan spats at me. "Same for that blonde moron"

"Hidan calm down" Konan says trying to resolve the conflict.

"Let me explain" I start "We killed the 4 ninja that we were intended to kill but someone else showed up. I think that he was Kakashi Hatake, Y/n was ambushed out of nowhere nothing could have been done. Deidra went psychotic, I thought he was going to kill Hatake. You know Y/n, she's stubborn and tough as nails. She tried her hardest to kill the ninja but she was overpowered. We did everything we could, Deidara even has the injuries to prove it. He would die for Y/n and Y/n would die for him"

"That doesn't heal her" Hidan says "But I understand. I'll talk to her about letting her teammates help her when she wakes up"

"Well regardless we can't let her sleep on the sofa" Konan says "Hidan, help take her back to her room"

Hidan picked up Y/n and started down the hallway. I opened the door to Y/n's room, it was a mess. There was stuff all over her bed and dresser. Tobi was laying on the floor.

"Tobi!" I yelled.

"Oh, Sasori-senpai!" Tobi says jumping to his feet.

"What the hell are you doing in here?!" Hidan yells.

"Y/n had candy in her room" Tobi says.

"Well now she can't sleep in here" I say. "Hold on, Hidan"