Artists' Perspective [Deidara x Reader]

Confession-Chapter 34

(gave up on naming chapters- lol xp)

(Hidan pov)

"Hey Leader-sama" I say loudly opening Pain's office door.

"Thank you for knocking" 

"No problem" I sat in one of the chairs "Where exactly did you send Y/n and them again?" 

"The Village Hidden in the Rain. Why?" Pain responded.

"They just seem like they've been gone for awhile"

"They should be back soon. I sent them on a money-making mission" Pain answers.

"Alright, I like wasn't worried or anything. It's just that Y/n can make really good breakfast and I miss breakfast" I say.

"Hidan, are you aware that almost every time Y/n has tried to cook anything short of microwavable foods she's burned it or messed it up somehow?" Pain questioned, he was trying to tease me but I don't think he knows how terrifying his voice is.

"Are you kidding? Y/n's basically like Gordon Ramsay" I say jokingly before quickly leaving his presence, I could've sworn he laughed at me.

"Ugh, when and why did I get so involved with the other Akatsuki members"

(Y/n pov)

I took a deep breath in looking back on the battle scene from the sky. 

"That was fun" I sigh.

"I would hardly call it fun" Sasori says "It's a necessary job that happens to be enjoyable"

"Tch" I responded at Sasori's lack of fun.

Deidara rolled his eyes.

I shift my gaze lazily to the village we just left behind. I typically look to nature or architecture for artistic inspiration. I've always thought rain is quite beautiful especially from afar. From above the Hidden Rain is truly magnificent especially from an artists perspective (you already know i had to). 

I inhaled letting the cold damp air enter my lungs. I let out a small shiver and wrapped my coat tighter around myself. I pulled my legs towards my chest and let my eyelids rest. 

I heard a small chuckle from behind me.

"One of my idiot team mates" I scoffed to myself.

"Tell me if anything bad happens, I'm going to rest" I say before trying to clear my thoughts.

"Got it" Sasori affirmed. 

I heard Deidara's approving grunt.

I exhaled and relaxed my body and my mind. 

(time skip to like 15 minutes later) 

I wasn't asleep but I also wasn't awake when I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist. My consciousness flooded back to me suddenly. I'm surprised I didn't flinch. 

No doubt about it it was Deidara I could smell his hair conditioner.

Blood rushed to my face, "M-maybe I should just sit here, I shouldn't think anything of it, we've resolved this already. . . we're just friends"

I closed my dreary eyes once more never showing signs of waking. 

(Deidara pov)

"Yeah, predictable" Sasori said I could practically hear the smirk in his voice.

"Whatever, we resolved this a while back" I responded weakly.

"Resolved what exactly?" Sasori said his voice was filled with genuine curiosity and almost concern.

"Um-" I choked on my words, "I forgot I never told anyone about Y/n and I. Crap what do I say?!"

(A/n- i cant remember if deidara told anyone or not, i havent updated this in way too long just pretend deidara never told anyone and he doesnt know y/n told anyone)

"Can I tell you something super honest?" I ask quietly.

"Go ahead, I won't tell" Sasori said slyly.

"Well-um- a while ago uh- Y/n and I- I mean- Y/n kissed me"

"Oh" Sasori replied "How was it? You know I've never even been close to kissing someone"

"We talked about it already" my voice was shaky, my chest felt heavy I couldn't finish my sentence. I don't even know why, we already talked she doesn't like me like that. "We aren't together, we decided we're just friends" I finally spit it out.

"Is that so? I would've thought that you two were a thing" Sasori said.

My voice broke I quietly uttered "Y-yeah " 

"Yeah " Sasori said quietly 

It fell deathly quiet, I somberly shifted my gaze towards the oncoming horizon, awaiting the break in the clouds. Despite my logic telling me to let go of Y/n I just couldn't release my hold of her. Something about her steady heartbeat and quiet breathing, why does it have to be like this.

Hey people i am aware that i haven't updated in like a billion years but i'm back finally so enjoy this super short ok-ly written chapter