Her fingers had tugged in the blanket under her, eyes shutting slightly as she had pulled it up close to her chest. Her body had slowly fell as she laid curled with the blanket. Wrapped securely around her as she had let a short breath out.
"Andy." The soft knock had hardly moved the girl as she had gave a small hum in response to the person walking in. "Are you going to come out? Everyone's outside waiting on you." The girl whispered softly as the blondes eyes stayed shut tightly.
"I don't want to go, I'm not feeling so good right now. I probably just - caught that bug." The words slipped off her tongue as she had let the softest sob escape her lips. Hardly audible. But loud enough for the other girl to hear. The blonde listened as the footsteps had left, as she had stayed tightly wrapped in the ball. It was a few minutes she was left alone before the door opened again.
"If you aren't going then I won't go." The girl spoke as Andy had hardly lifted her head up. She shook it slightly.
"No Ryan, go have fun. Really I'll be okay. It's just another bug." Andy spoke softly as the desk lamp had lit the room up. The dark curtains keeping even the light from outside out. Ryan has sat on the bed, closer to the girl as she had laughed slightly.
"A bug? Honestly Andy in all these years how stupid do you think I am?" Ryan spoke as Andy had slowly sat up on the bed. Her knees still pressed tightly against her chest.
"What would you do, if you fell in love. But it's not just falling it's - it's falling for someone you can't have. When you always just wanted to make everyone happy so you did what everyone wanted you to do. You pushed yourself to be the best thing they wanted." Andy spoke as a year escaped her eye as she had swallowed her breath. "What do you do when you're finally tired of doing what everyone else wants? When you finally just want to be your own person. But you don't want to hurt other people." Andy spoke as she had looked over to Ryan. The girl had given a short smile.
"Well you stop getting so lost in your own head. Stop listening to what everyone tells you and follow what your heart says. I don't think anyone was too happy with my decision to be with Alexander, and yet here we are. I'm happy with that stupid American boy." Ryan states as Andy let a short laugh escaped her lips. "Is this because of him?" Ryan states as Andy's face fell again. Her eyes laid on her hands as she had taken in a deep breath.
"I want to be with him, but he has so many dreams. Everyone here is so happy and content with the idea of me and Josh. Of us getting happily ever after like everyone else in the group." Andy whispered as she had shut her eyes leaning her head onto the girls shoulder.
"I think you're being stupid. After everything you have both been through." Ryan spoke as Andy had laughed slightly.
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Her hands sat on her lap, watching as her friends ran across the beach. A smile on her face as her eyes had continued to follow them. She hadn't been out enjoying the nice day rather she stayed up closer to the vehicles. Keeping to herself, unlike the blonde in many different ways. Her eyes flickered up slightly when someone had sat down next to her.
"I wouldn't thought maybe you'd be out enjoying the day off with your friends, you know weekends only come so often." His words had carried their way to the girl, a short flutter erupted in her stomach again as a the anticipation had filled her nerves.
"I am enjoying it, I just didn't want to go down their." She spoke a short smile on her face as she had leaned her legs down across the towel.
