CHAPTER 46

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CHARLIE'S POV

"I'm just a fling...remember?"

Them words whizzed around my head. What had I done? Why have I done it? It was a spur of the moment thing, I was getting frustrated/angry at what I had already done that I just snapped. I had already lost the girl I love, now I've just pushed her further away. Charlie why have you done this? Your so stupid!

"But don't bother trying to come back when reality comes back to bite you in the butt because I won't be here to pick up the pieces,"

I've lost her and I know it. I don't know what I was on about in LA when I said that I don't think I'm ready to tie down to one girl. I AM! I want to be with Emily, more than anything...

I was laid on my bed listening to music when Brooke ran in.

"Charlie?" She asked.

"What?" I snapped.

"What's wrong with you?" Brooke asked hurt.

"Nothing, I'm sorry Brooke, I didn't mean it," I replied pulling her onto my knee. Like I did with Emily...

"When's Emily next coming round? I haven't seen her since you all got back from LA,"

"Emily and I have broken up," I started.

"Why? You were perfect together!" She cried.

"Well I did something really stupid then I just made everything 10x worse," I said.

"What did you do? Surely it's nothing you can't solve," Brooke said, she wasn't going to let this go easily.

"I kissed another girl in America then yesterday at Victoria's, Brad and Shannon were shouting at each other then I was getting angry thinking about what I'd done that I shouted at her that we were just a fling," I explained as tears threatened my eyes. I guess it's true; you never really know what you've got until it's too late...

"Charlie! Why did you do that?" Brooke exclaimed.

"I don't know, I was being stupid," I said.

"Yeah you were. It's going to take a lot to get Emily back, if she lets you. You need to show her that you were being stupid. Your meant to be together Charlie. Everyone knows it," Brooke comforted. To say she's only young, she's the best advice-giver I know.

"I need to talk to her, thanks Brooke, your the best little sister ever," I smiled.

"Your not too bad," she giggled and ran off downstairs back to Tilly (Leo's sister).

I needed to talk to Emily so I grabbed my trainers and off I went...

SHANNON'S POV

Brad finished with me. No surprise to be honest. He said he doesn't want to see me ever again. Just as well, I'm moving to Spain in a couple of days. I haven't told Emily, Victoria, Leo and Charlie yet. I don't know how they're going to react though...

EMILY'S POV

Mum and dad were at work so Jordi was home which was nice for a change. Ryan was over too. I decided to have a movie marathon with myself in my comfy's. Mel was round at our cousins. I changed into my dance joggers, baggy top and my slippers with my hair in a simple braid in a ponytail.

"Em? You want any lunch?" Jordi asked as I came into the kitchen to get some popcorn and a hot chocolate.

"No thank, I'm good," I smiled weakly. I had barely stopped crying since yesterday so Jordi was careful round me. He just gave me a hug and let me go back upstairs.

"What you gunna watch?" Ryan asked before I left.

"Parent Trap, Mamma Mia, P.S. I Love You, Dear John, The Notebook and Remember Me," I replied.

"Good choices," Ryan smiled. I smiled back then went back upstairs to my room.

I put my first dvd in and got back in bed and began watching P.S. I Love You. About 30 minutes into the film, I could hear a knock on my door.

"Come in," I said as I assumed it was Jordi or Ryan but I was wrong.

"Hey Emily..."

"Charlie? What are you doing here?" I tensed.

"I want to talk to you," he said.

"I think enough's already been said... Or I suppose not said," I said and I just turned over.

"Emily come on. I love you! That girl, it was nothing. She came on to me," Charlie defended.

"I'm obviously upset about that, but I'd get over that..." I started.

"Then what is it Emy?" Charlie asked.

"You called us a fling," I said crying.

"I'm sorry. I was getting frustrated with everyone shouting about Shannon and Brad," he hurried.

"Charlie, I've been crying for days just at the thought of them words 'we were just a fling,' it's going to take a whole lot more than sorry to fix this,"

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